Need Urgent Prayer, Feeling Very Suicidal

For the last year my parents and I have been in poor health and of course it takes a bit of a toll financially. And as a result of everything, the relationship between my parents and I has fractured to the point I feel suicidal. I feel like I’m worth more dead. I talked a friend out of suicide a few days ago but I have nobody to talk to about this. I’m tired of crying and feeling like this and just feel my time on earth is done. Please pray for us Angie Cormier, Canada

Exodus 33:19

The Only Hope In my room alone, I am asked to play this tune. It was an express catch on the net as I typed “Akon feat Big meech, Time is Money.” The loud blast off my woofer elevated my begin into an elated status, but was unexpectedly interrupted by a bang on my door. This was the beginning of an end. I was brought up in an adorable background. My parents were ever supportive in all worthy ramifications of life. Very lucky indeed I grow up finding out we were not rich nor poor but contented with all we …

A Handbag Story and God’s Provision and Faithfulness

I’ve come a lot of trials and tough times in the last few years. I am actually walking through darkness right now, and I think this is just the perfect time to share a testimony of God’s faithfulness. I’m a girly girl and I love shoes and handbags, especially brown leathered ones. But they’re expensive and I don’t have much money. This is the story: A few years ago I was given a nice, brown-leathered handbag as a Christmas gift (let’s call it bag #1). I loved it, but after a few years I realized I needed a bigger one. …

Understanding Great Love

understanding love could my mind even fathom Your love which rains down as if it was spring Your Word speaks life I wake up and take a deep breath full of the one who made me Who restored my very essence I use to dream waking up but now You are my every thought when I wake up and when I lay my head I know the One who watches me never slumbers You never grow weary My strength will fail me, I get tired But he who puts their strength in the Lord will forever be fulfilled for You …

Dealing with Shame and Guilt

I’ve done quite a few things I’m not pleased with. Things that are hard to admit to because they’re pretty wicked and evil. There’d be a level of rational thinking on why it isn’t easy talking about certain sins I’ve committed. And then there’d just be a flat-out irrational state of shame and fear holding me back. Anyway I’ve found that the crippling level of fear, shame and overall cowardice that someone has stopping them from opening up and confessing something to someone can be overcome with the Lord helping you to do it. I also think it is obviously the enemy trying to stop you with …

God’s Protection over Us

Here in  west Texas where my husband, our children and I live it has been quite a  year so far. We have had high heat temperatures, plenteous rains, and warm nights that do not cool until wee hours of the morning. While the rain is a blessing for our cattle and all livestock involved, it is not without it’s burden, the dreaded rattlesnake. I am by nature a cautious mother when my children are running wild out the screen door, my husband and father in law jokingly call me a “mother hen keeping her chicks under wing”. While I know I …

Relationship Restoration

I recently went through a break up. Now all my life I’ve struggled with relationships. It is one of the sensitive areas in my life. But this break up was different from all the rest. Instead of playing the victim and blaming my ex, I began to look within myself. God took the blinders off of my eyes and I was able to see the true me. Let’s just say I didn’t like what I saw, and I wouldn’t want to be with someone like myself. God revealed to me how selfish I was, how my words can damage a …

The Truth Set Me Free

The truth set me free from sexual immorality, occult practices, and addiction I grew up in church but lost the already shallow faith I had from my exposure to atheists and poor examples of Christians. Shortly after, I remember one day I guessed this stranger’s name first try and it fascinated me so much I found myself heavily researching/practicing things such as telekinesis, astrology, palmistry etc. Somewhere down the line my awareness picked up and I saw how things would happen in life more than just coincidences so I admitted there was most certainly a higher power but at that …

Ride Carefully

This is my first time doing this… Where to start? I know the Lord loves me very much! And I wish I loved him more before in my life, as I think my life would not have turned out today as it is if I loved and Honored Him more! But none the less the Lord is utterly good for me every day! He lead me to where I am today, and gave me everything I have! I am very privileged to have what I do today! And it is all thanks to the Lord and my wonderful parents, which …

My Demonic Deliverance Story

My Testimony to Jesus Christ I was delivered from a demon doctors called “Borderline Personality Disorder.” I didn’t know it was a demon until a few weeks after I gave my life to Jesus Christ, which was on March 23, 2016. I know a lot of people don’t like to hear (even good Christians have a hard time hearing and believing it) ‘it was a demon’, but I know it’s important to say it, because it’s true. I understand that it seems “crazy” because not that long ago – I was in the group of people that dismissed such things …