First I just want to pray for everyone else here who has requested prayer:

Father God in the name of Jesus, I come to you as humbly as I know how.  Lord I come putting before you the petitions of my brothers and sisters in Christ who truly need Your help, Your guidance, Your blessings.  Lord You know our rough places, You know our hearts…only You know what it is we need and so we graciously and thankfully exchange our will for Your perfect will for our lives.  God Your Word says that You have plans for our good, to give us a future and a hope.  Thank You Lord.  and in Jesus’ name we pray.  Amen.

Secondly, I just ask that you all keep me in prayer.  Those of you who have a relationship with God through Jesus Christ, that you just keep me in your prayers.

I am trying to keep the faith.  I truly feel (as Paul said), pressed on every side.  I’m pregnant and I find myself worried about everything.  I thought I was doing a good job trusting God, believing…but I’ve had a headache for the last three nights and I know it’s because I’m stressed.  I truly do know that God is in control, but I’m having a hard time walking around with my eyes closed (in attempt to walk by faith and not by sight).  I no longer condemn myself for the sin that I committed that got me in my current situation (praise God), but I guess this is the consequence for my actions.  I guess this is a result of fornication and what can happen if you get pregnant without being married.

I posted previously (http://www.testimonyshare.com/can-you-relate/) on my “situation”, when I was deeply confused and hurt.  (thanks again to everyone who responded with comforting words)  And, I’m not where I was, but the enemy is creating so much fear around me…I need strength.  My boyfriend wants to be a good man, and I’m not certain if he’s doing it out of love or obligation. Literally every day he changes his mind about getting married and any other plan he so securely states the day before.  Even when I listen to him, I just listen and put my trust in God…but watching this is scary.  I’ve even resolved that I may have to raise my baby alone, but ultimately, it’s not what I want.

Ironically, if I’m honest with myself, I used to look at women who had children without their father, and would think that they should just pull it together and raise their child.  And I guess, God has graced many women to do so.  But, now being here myself, I know first hand how hard it is to feel unwanted at times.  How hard it is to feel like a burden and alone.  And I’m not saying that my boyfriend is making me feel this way (because I know that how we feel comes from inside of us), but his actions directly play to my greatest fears.

Really, I don’t even feel lost in my spirit, this is how I know God is with me.  Comforting me.  But I also can feel my spirit in a struggle.  Maybe it’s also hormones, but I’m just so upset.  Sometimes I don’t even want to talk to my boyfriend because of his lack of certainty, but I’ll just talk because I don’t want him to know I’m upset….and he and I communicate rather well, so I’ve expressed how I feel on numerous occasions.  I just don’t see the point of saying it everyday….I’m sure I’ll talk to him this weekend and it’ll come out again.

Anyway, I’ve turned this into a venting session…and maybe this is what I needed.  I pray for myself, and if anything, I’m thankful that this situation has created more personal time between God and me.  Please just cover me in the Spirit because the enemy thinks he’s gonna win.  I want to be okay even if what I want to happen, doesn’t.  But I also want to believe what God previously told me too (that my boyfriend and I are meant to be).  Pray that God keep me strong in faith and that He’d give me whatever my Spirit needs, and even some of what my flesh needs, to keep believing.

 

Thanks everyone. God Bless.

10 Responses to “A Prayer for you, a Prayer Request for me….”

  1. Rose Says:

    Well I have been right where you are at 30 years ago.In love with God but all of a sudden Pregnant.We now have 3 grown children and I have to say God is more faithful than I have ever been.I learned that I have to keep my eyes in His Word EVERY MORNING and think about it through the day.Not to look to my left or right.I believe I am learning to love Him with my WHOLE heart,soul and mind.It is something He has been telling me when I spend that time with Him,which I never did even when my children were little.I cannot believe all the years I wasted in my pathetic thoughts instead of repenting and getting in God’s word,Believing it and doing it.It is then you will have peace that passes all understanding.If your not in His word,another word will enter your mind.Satan comes to kill steal and destroy.The bible say’s,May my thoughts please Him.I will pray for you as I am learning in the last 4 years to get with God and stay there.Please stay in His word because He has so much to say to you and you will LEARN TO TRUST HIM. Bible say’s,,I reward those who reallllly seek me and I can say that is TRUE…God bless you as you SEEK Him.

  2. irfan Says:

    how to my life convert to Christian

  3. Emory Says:

    Hi Irfan, Start by making a decision to believe (put faith and trust) in Jesus Christ. Rely on Him as your Lord and Savior who forgives your sins and promises eternal life. Get to know Him and let Him start working in your life.

    Here are some scriptures that may help:

    “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16).

    “For my Father’s will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day” (John 6:40).

    “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies” (John 11:25).

    And, here’s a good article about How to Become a Christian:
    http://home.earthlink.net/~ronrhodes/Invitation.html

    Does that help? Post back here anytime if you have questions, Irfan. Thanks.

  4. AsianJesusLover Says:

    Sister, I believe Jesus told me to write this to you…

    When you have known the days are near you will see the glory of Lord

    (I dont know why i wrote that, but i had to let that out to obey Jesus)

    From me,

    Sister, when we are in Christ, when we are saved by the grace of God, he gives us a new heart, he transforms the old heart and gives us the renewed heart, reborn heart where the Lord dwells in , so be assured my dear, that the deepest desire of your heart is in accordance to the will of Lord, bible says… i can do everything in Christ who gives me strength.
    So know…..Desire>>>Hope>>>Faith>>>>Action
    A chain is followed and you can not step back but move forward and the Lord will give you the strength because your heart is no more a wicked heart, it is a reborn rebuilt renewed heart and so i desires of your heart are the same as God’s plan for you, so analysis your heart and do not go into self pity or confusion in case u feel so.

    Just know….we LIVE in Christ, he do not adjust in Christ, we LIVE in Christ
    Jesus bless you, shalom

  5. AsianJesusLover Says:

    please forgive me for few of the grammatical mistakes lol it happens a lot with me when im speaking my heart not my mind haha.

  6. Wale Says:

    Hello Sabrina,

    There is nothing My DADDY cannot make beautiful, HE Makes all things beautiful in it own time, In the Begining the earth was without form and void and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And GOD Said Let there be Light and there was light. Also The Lord Bring Beauty out of the situation that broutht sin into the world, HE Send HIS Only Begotten SON OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. So my sisther I tell you MY DADDY WILL make all things beautiful for you in JESUS CHRIST NAME (AMEN), all you need to do is to Trust In HIM

  7. Godsgift27 Says:

    He will guide you and help you through. Just trust and believe in you heart that He will. Also, a prayer request for myself:
    For all who read this; Please pray and ask God for healing and peace in my body.
    Thank you very much brothers and sisters of Christ. God bless.

  8. vicky1984 Says:

    Sabrina
    reading your story sounds just like what happen to me three years ago with my son’s father! I just wanted to let you know that if you two don’t make it…its OK because God is with you through all this…he never left me and i grew so much closer to him and in my faith. If I didn’t leave this situation i would of never love and grow in faith. He has done so much for me i don’t know where to begin. Your story brought me to tears because this was me three years ago. God has plans…its his will…not ours…he knows whats in our hearts…he hears us. There are times where we don’t think he isn’t there but trust me he will guide you and get you through your storm. I loved my son’s father but he didn’t feel the same way and he still isn’t being a father to my son but i have faith in the lord so i don’t worry as much anymore. i will have you in my prayer!

  9. crystal Says:

    I’m going through the same situation I don’t know yet if I’m pregnant but me and my boyfriend which I declare him my husband we been living together for almost three years but now I’m right with Jesus christ and I asked him if he wanted to marry me he said yes but when we argue he says no and it’s a battle that wants to get me weak but I know Jesus is my strength and I will be more than victorious I know Satan is mad because once we get married we have been obedient and we are going to so big things in Jesus name keep us in your prayers may the lord Jesus bless everyone and in christ we are more than victorious

  10. Phil Chavez Says:

    Pray GOD unites me(Phil Chavez) and my soul mate together as soon as it is possible with GOD by any means necessary .Never been on a date or ever had a girlfriend and been Praying and hoping for this for at least 18 years.Please pray GOD blesses me financially so i am able to contribute to paying bills…Is. 65:24: And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear. Matt 7:7-8 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. Matt 21:22 And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive. Matt 18:19-20 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. Mark 11:24 Therefore I say unto you, What thing s soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. John 14:13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. John 15:7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. Ps 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Ps 91:15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. Prov 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. Jer 33:3 Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. Matt 6:6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly. I Jn 3:22 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we ke ep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight. 1 Jn 5:14-15 And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us:And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him. Rom 8:32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?

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