Author: mcue Testimonies

Fulfilled Word

Back in high school, I used to cut class all fo the time. As a result, I had poor grades. Although I graduated on time, it was by the skin of my teeth. Mind you, I was this kid with no direction in life. All that mattered to me was fitting in with the rest of the kids. I just didn’t care about the priorities in my life until I ended up in a dark place in my life that led me to Christ (see testimony). I had always believed …

Help

I need prayer in something that I come to recognize over the past several months which was actually something I have struggled with long term. I have social anxiety, I always feel unwelcome whenever I am in a group, whether it’s strangers or friends, doesn’t matter. I guess it goes back to my youth where I was hurt by people and therefore, I couldn’t trust anyone from now on. Throughout high school, though I talked to people, that was it. I didn’t want to take it any further, such as …

Could it be?

About a year ago, I met someone from church. She’s a great friend, a great talker, and willing to grow in God. I later had a dream that changed everything, not in a bad way but would have kept me in question. My dream: I was walking down the street on a beautiful morning and I see her waiting for me at the bus stop. We talked, and all of a sudden, she turns around and I hugged her by wrapping my arms around her waist.  At that moment, she …

My Testimony – What Should I Do Now? (Updated)

It’s almost 2012, nearly 4 years since I testified on this website. what has changed? that’s hard to describe. do I still feel lonely? lustful? yes. I selfishly lost my virginity to some girl, and porn is still there too blech. I did have close friends for a while but they drifted off (what a shame) but now I’m still learning that people come and go in our lives, no matter how I feel. It sucks that I never had that core group of friends or that best friend growing …