Author: xoxo123 Testimonies

God’s Mission for Me?

About 3 people have told me that God has “Chosen” Me. First of all I am very new to God and all his truth. God is really working on me in the inside… what a wonderful feeling! They say they see me in the times past running for my life basically running more and more to God. Now as they anointed me and tell me things every time one touches me they act like I have such a strong energy around me to where they shout and scream and act like …

God Is Really REAL

Hey everyone. I’m always posting on this site, because I’m in the process of getting to know God for real. I just want to say a couple of months ago I found the strength to leave a EXTREMELY abusive relationship. I’m only 25 and this relationship cause me to lose SO much… cars, my family,  you name it. During the 4 years I spent in this relationship, I did some horrible things that I beat myself up for daily! I definitely lost myself, I hated myself and even most for having …

Someone Explain What Happened to Me! Was It God?

Last night I went to bible study over my aunt’s house, because what I’m going through in life as a young 25 year old young lady I know I can’t go on without the help of the lord. So I’ve been seeking God. But when I pray I couldn’t feel him. I felt like He was ignoring me.  Negative things just kept happening in my life. I couldn’t understand why….WHY ME? I checked myself into couseling because of depression. I started to isolate myself from people. I felt like the …

What Happened to ME at Church Last Night!

For the past two months , I’ve been out of a relationship with a physical abusive narcissistic.. .for the past 3 years the relationship lowered my self esteem, pushed me away from my family, numerous beatings etc. Stitches, black eyes, car accidents almost losing my life twice! I’m proud to say that I’m Finally out. Last night I decided to attend a meeting at aa church call “Phoenix night ” for young singles, widowers etc. I haven’t been to a church in sooo long, I’m very shy and was afraid …

Please Help Me

It’s 1:57 am and yet another night I am crying my eyes out. Questioning my worth to even be here on earth. I’m so ashamed that I went on to carry out a second abortion for the same man. Also the father of my kid. My story is very complicated. All my life I seemed to want to be closer to God, but could never reach him how I wanted too. I’m 27 years old and very nice, never in trouble all I do is work and take care of my …