sujata prakash: Dear Trish
What a beautiful testimony!
I too am an ex-hindu...
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Gary Sprague: ALLELUIA!...
Demons Attacked Me
July 19th, 2009
I have always believed in demons existing and have seen them off an on through out my life but they have never attacked me. But what I’m about to tell you challenged my faith and my sanity. I was in a point of my life where a lot of my friends were turning to drugs and no they were not that way when I met them. I had gotten involved with them too sadly, but gotten out of them by help from an angel, but that’s another story. The point I was trying to make was I was not in a very good crowd of people and was trying to get them out of my life because they were bad influences on me. I had recently broken up with my boyfriend who wouldn’t stop drinking and doing drugs. He as well suffered from schizophrenia and was scaring me more and more with what he was seeing. I had still remained friends with him at this point but kept him at arms length. I had recently moved back to my parent’s house and was apprehensive about moving back there because I knew there were something bad there, at the time I called entities or spirits.
No one in my family ever listened to me even though I had been seeing them since I was a child. I even went as far to gain the courage to tell my mother how scared I was to move back home. She has never see anything be it angel or demon and really never believed me. The first night I moved back I was woken up by a scary looking demonic face grinning at me from the foot of my bed. I screamed and turned on the lights and it left I prayed that night for it not to return. I kept the lights on for weeks after that.
I tried telling my mom again and she wrote it off as either a dream or hallucination or something. I was still scared out of my mind and wasn’t sleeping well. I would hear odd sounds like scratching in the walls but this was no rat, creepy demonic laughter and other odd sounds, as well as glinting dark shadows. I kept trying to tell my family about what as going on with little to no response. I begin praying for my safety because frankly I was down right scared. No one seemed to really believe me except one of my friends. We’d talk late into the evening on the phone about what was going on in my house. He suggested that these sprits might actually be demons. This went on for about 3 months off and on .
I had been praying every night at this point even tried to put blesses olive oil on the doors. I tried blessing my house in the name of Jesus, but these things wouldn’t go away. It was really starting to discourage me at that point because prior to this my praying had always worked. My friend had come over to my house because we were going to go see the musical Phantom together, when he got into my room he even said “Something doesn’t feel right in here.” I said “See no one believes me.”
We went to the musical and got back to my house kind of late. We were talking about the musical and how much fun we had and he was showing me some videos on line with clips from other musicals when I started to feel weird. Now when I say weird it’s hard to explain so I’ll try my best. I was week, somewhat disoriented and kind of sick to my stomach. I remember having to go to the bathroom and he was worried about me cause I guess I wasn’t looking so well. As well as he wondered if whatever evil presence was in the house was causing my strange symptoms. I remember going to the bathroom feeling even weirder flushing the toilet walking out in the living room and feeling really dizzy and odd. My friend asked me what was wrong and I said I really didn’t know. He asked me to explain what I was feeling and then I felt like I was passing out. The next part of this is the scariest event in my whole life. This is all true and I seriously still don’t know what to make of it. I remembering feeling weird and starting to pass out and my hearing going. I remember I felt like my breath was being taken away and my heart felt like it was being crushed. I was so confused it didn’t hit me to what was happening till I came too while being lifted 3 feet off the ground. I saw my frantic friend yelling and trying to grab at me. I suddenly realized I was being demonically attacked. My friend had managed to get me down and put my on the couch. I remember not being able to move or speak and I was trying to scream out for help. I remember spiritually trying to protect my self and crying out to God for help. All I could see was my friend above me, I couldn’t hear what he was saying but I remember he was holding me down as my body was thrashing, but I couldn’t physically move. I was so scared and I felt like I was dieing.
I remember I suddenly could hear him reciting the lord’s prayer and praying. He had his hand over my heart and was praying over me. I could see the fear in his eyes and that’s when I knew this was very serious. I began praying with him and reciting the lord prayer. The minute we said Amen together the demons let go of me and left. I sat strait up and screaming what happen what happen. He told me that he thought I had been attached he actually said he thought I was dead, as I wasn’t breathing. I have never been so scared in my life.
We left my house that night and didn’t say anything to my parents. As they never believed me any way. As I was driving to go get something to eat because I was very week and hungry. My friend noticed scratch marks on my arms. He pulled my shirt to the side and there were burses on my arms as well as my chest. I was so scared because now there was physical proof as well this had actually happen. My whole body couldn’t stop shaking from the fear. And I still to this day have arm spasms. On my right side as that’s the side they attacked the worst.
I told my parents what happen the next day, but they still didn’t believe me. It wasn’t until my friend was there by my side and I showed them the marks that they begin to realize I was telling the truth. I was so disturbed by the whole ordeal I dropped out of school because I couldn’t focus on anything. I didn’t understand why this happened to me and I was scared out of my mind it would happen again. I grew up in a family where these things just don’t happen to Christian.
I was always told demons can’t attack a Christian and now I was having to question my upbringing and my faith be cause that was clearly wrong. I had always had strong faith and I read the bible quite frequently. There was nothing I was scared of until this happen. I got little to no comfort from my parents. I was so scared I took to sleeping on the couch away form the bathroom and the bedroom. Which were to too rooms causing with the most demonic activity.
I was so scared I begged my family to get a priest out there and bless the house because my consistent praying wasn’t enough. My parents eventually took me to a pastor to try and get some help. I told him everything and still no answers. Even he was stumped as to why this happened to me and couldn’t even offer any advice on what to do. He seemed to think I caused it at one point and I assured him I did not. He asked if I was in evolved in witchcraft and I said heaves no. I still to this day don’t know why this happen to me. I’m scared it will happen again and I often have trouble sleeping at night. I always wear a cross around my neck and pray for protection. But even when banishing the demons in the name of Jesus doesn’t what do you do? I have more questions then answers and more fear then ever. I have asked God why this happened to me with no response.
My faith then was wavering badly because of this incident. These days I try not to think about it but there is always an underlining fear of what happen. I’m not telling this to scare any one They did leave when we recited the lord prayer, but I’m still scared at why I was attacked in the first place, but I’m grateful it happen when my friend was there I think I might have died if he hadn’t been there to help me. I have since moved away from my parents house and put my self back in school, but I’m still very scared and confused.
July 22nd, 2009 at 1:43 am
me too.. evil spirits are harrassing me in my dreams.. and you know what keeps me strong to fight them? I pray the Holy Rosary and the Divine Mercy Chaplet everyday… It never fails… it gives me courage and peace of mind… btw here’s my email >>> milo.estrada@gmail.com. hope we could chat sometimes… God Bless!
July 22nd, 2009 at 10:02 am
God bless you!
There is a story on the bible when the disciples tried to expel a demon out of a boy and they couldnt and Jesus said this one will come out by praying and fasting. Pay & fast Because God want to use you in that area , because if you learn how to defeat the enemy , you can be a great instrument in God’s hand. Dont get discoraged because sometimes it takes time to learn . But remember if you recived Jesus as Your savior, He gave you the Holy Sirit and He has more power then any demon ; so fight the battle He didnt gave us Spirit of fear. He can try to scare you but he canot take your live , because you are God’s child , God owns you , He bough you with His Blood. Dont be scare , dont confess with your mouth, said I can do everithing with God over and over againg and he will give you the strength. I will pray for you and I Know that everibody that read your testimonie will to God bless you.
July 24th, 2009 at 6:35 pm
God Bless you sister…
well in my church we believe in demons but we know when we do a sin you open the doors to the demons this weekend we had church for 3 days, our pastors wife was praying for 2 youth and demons were coming out, and when this is happening you have to cover yourself with jesus blood like say “i cover myself with jesus holy blood” we dont believe that you need to put up a cross or something just for god to be there you know, whats the purpose of you hanging up crosses and angels when you know jesus is there. Well if you have any questions message me on my yahoo valerie93grapes@yahoo.com god bless.. im valerei ok take care god is with you!
July 26th, 2009 at 2:13 am
praise the lord,
im 22 year old been converted 3 years already.the first time i received the lord jesus christ a similiar activity happend to me.and the only thing i could incourage you in and say is that the devil is a liar and that he hates human beings.i feel to my knees and prayed and always stayed positive and strong.pleading the blood of jesus over and over again.it always helps knowing the lord will never leave you and forsake you.i just encourage to stay strong in god and learn psalms 23 verse 4 even i walk thru the valley of the shadow of death i shall fear no evil for the lord is with you thy rod and his stiff comforts you. god bless you ill be praying for you
August 2nd, 2009 at 6:37 pm
Hello my name is Marco
,
First of all wenn i heard your story i did get a little scared, because i also have demonic attacks, but these attacks go to my Mind, Heart and mostly Emotionaly or in Dreams.
I also was or still am being Possesed by Demonic forces wich influence the mind, thinking, emotion and so in Man/Women, yes they have that power, even in christians.
Sometimes late at night i hear laughter, moaning ect, or wenn i close my eyes feel as if a demon is sitting on my chest moking me, showing me his tounge ect…
I see that your first reaction is that you pray to God, your lord, wich is GREAT. Even in disturbing moments you either say the prayer in thought, mind or mouth. Great job, it shows faith and believe that what you are dealing with are no aliens, monsters ect… But litterly Demons that are described in the Bible and that Jesus and YES EVEN YOU have the power to cast them out, in the name of Jesus.
Run to Jesus, I want you to meditate at least 2-3 times a week, alone or with a friend in the Name Jesus Christ. If you never have meditated befor and what your thoughts should be focused on and your heart should look for then ill shall try to help you.
Let your mind be cooperative with your heart, saying “Jesus please come, touch my Heart with your Hands”.
Let your mind be not fleshly but Spiritualy and say “Jesus come onto me, be the light onto me and the darkness that i am captive of, BE MY LIGHT JESUS”
what can happen is either A: you will have success, on your part, dont worry if you call Jesus he will come, but on your part it might happent that Satan will confuse you so much that you either Get Tired, Uninterested, Dont Believe it will work, Other Thoughts, your thoughts and mind shift in every direction, Boringness etc… i have witnessed it also, so i know what im talking about.
The main goal of Meditating in Jesus Christ is so he may abide in you and you in him. Not just that you gain the Life, but also that you will become a light onto the world and for yourself. I mean a litteral light, its hard to describe walking in the light of Jesus Christ but trust me, its not a parrable or a metaphor, its a litteral light.
Why you are getting so much attacked be demons?, i have no idea, might be that its litterly the house on its own, i mean imagine christians in a basement were satan worshipers call upon demons, i dont belive we would be save there either, or it could be that you sinned in a way that you allowed a demon to enter you, or you even called a demon and invited him in, someone might of cursed you, someone who knows who you are and sees that Jesus laid his Eyes upon you so wants to destroy you.
Ill pray for you a couple of times, and if you want you can add me in MSN or anyone else here if you have problems with Sin and Demonic Forces that doesnt accour in “normal christian” life. We can pray together to Jesus Christ with your Name or and your House, workplace, school ect… or talk about what the causes are, how to stop it and just talk.
There are christians out there who i call “Housebound”, why?, because i myself was plagued and still plagued with sins and demons that it is impossible for me to go outside. I mean sins that are HEAVY, DISTURBING, SICK, NOT NORMAL. I had and still have those, but everyday Christ kills them off, if i stop sinning.
So add me on MSN, we can talk….Malahkai@hotmail.com
August 5th, 2009 at 11:11 am
Hello Sylent Angel,
I read your story and the responses of others and I thank God for their responses and encouragement to you. Just like many of the respondents have said, what you are experiencing is not new or strange. It is an experience those whom God has chosen to use in this last day in a mighty way especially in the prophetic and apostolic anointing must pass through.
This however is apart from the fact that, God is trying to show to you that there are spiritual foundations in you that is giving the demons the legal ground to afflict. You must be delivered from these foundations to enjoy your christian life. I will explain this later.
The purpose why christ came to the world was clearly started in Luke 1:74-75 and I quote:
“that he would grant unto us, that we being delivered out of the hand of the enemies, might serve him without fear, in holiness and righteousness before him all the days of our life”.
I want you to know that, that scripture said “…we ‘being” delivered….” take note of the word ‘being delivered’. It shows that our deliverance is a continuous thing. He keeps delivering us till we are totally delivered from all our enemies. It does not say enemy as in singular but enemies. This demonic attack you are experience is just first of the many enemies of your soul that God would deliver you from that you may be able to serve the Lord in holiness and righteousness.
Everyone who want to serve the Lord must first face this kind of battle you are facing, to prepare them for the battle ahead. Days ahead is full of darkness and God is preparing us to shine as light.
Two ministers of God whom I respected so much reported this strange encounter with the power of darkness at the beginning of their salvation experience just the way I also experienced. Rick Joyner of Morning Star Ministries USA and Madam Bilquis of Pakistan, in their books both spoke of their encounter with evil beings and their first reaction was fear and despair.
Rick Joyner in the introduction to his book “The Touch and The Sword” spoke of this experience and how he cried out his heart to God asking God “why are they (demons) so real than you to me”. The presences of the demonic forces were so real to him than the presence of the Lord at that time and it was a great cry in his heart. Today he is one of the great men that God is using in America and around the world to prepare God Emerging Endtime Army.
Madam Bilquis was led to Christ by her encounter with evil forces hovering in her garden. Her fear led her to seek for solution and eventually the Lord reveals himself to her in a dream. This experience is recorded in her book “I dare call Him father”. These two books are books I would love you to try and get and read if you can. They will help you.
Satan at a point is allowed to know whom the Lord is preparing to use in a mighty way and he is given the chance to do his best to try them. It is you and I who must not give up.
Before I gave my life to Christ I use to have these strange experiences even as a child. And when I gave my life to Christ the power of darkness did everything possible to kill me and terminate my life because they know who I am and who I am called to be. They know the Lord is raising me as he is raising many others to destroy the work of darkness. Satan fought me seriously and in the process I almost lost my life. I faced spiritual attack every blessed night and I was being spiritually poisoned every blessed night in a dream. I became sick and weak physically and the level of the weakness kept increasing. But my determination was that I would not give up. I prayed, I bind and do many things until one day I woke as I use to wake up every 2a.m in the midnight because of the attack and I sat before the Lord after the enemy has oppressed me sore and pledge my allegiance to God from the depth of my heart afresh. I said to the Lord “Lord I would not deny you even if I died from this oppression” by saying that I was committing myself unto God and pledge my allegiance to Him. This is what God intend to prove to Satan, that this soul you are toying with is mine and not yours and he would not deny me. After that night the problem ceased and I was not being poisoned anymore. I began to regain my strength back till I was totally restored.
So my sister, don’t give up. Let this attack make you say to satan and to whoever care that though satan slay you, you will not deny Christ. Let satan and his host know that you are all out for Christ and your hope is in him. Do like the three Hebrew children who said to Nebuchadnezzar, that even if God does not deliver them they would not bow to his idol.
The battle you are facing is satan attempt to make you deny Christ and turn back to sin and satan.
God is aware of what Satan is doing and he is permitting him just to try and strengthen your faith in him. Every Christian faith and allegiance to God must be tested in every way. It seems to be an answer to Satan partition before God against everyone that move out of his camp to the camp of Christ. So sheer up my sister. Trust in the lord and rest in him.
one scripture that helped so much at this period of my life even after I scaled through the initial attack is Isa. 30:15. It says, “in returning and rest shall you be saved, in quietness and confidence shall be your strength…”
As long as in your heart you have return to the Lord, God is saying to you to rest in His word and promises to you. His promise is that “He would build you (His church) and the gate of hell shall not prevail against you.” There are depth in the scripture and I pray the Lord would give you understanding.
ANCESTRAL COVENANTS
The other area I want you to know is that Satan through the ancestral covenant your ancestor may have entered with him in the past even before you were born would try every mean to fight and get you back to himself. This was the further understanding God gave to me.
In my case the Lord was showing to me that there are forces in my family. They are spiritual forces that have been invoked by my progenitor during their involvement with Satanism and Idol worship. This is common in Africa where I lived and it is openly done sometimes. But in western world all these things have been modernized and given a fancy label such as carnival, festival etc that makes the ignorant think nothing is wrong with them.(Note: not all carnival and festival are satanic) Some western family had in the past engaged in secret cult and by what they have done or say had covenanted their generations yet unborn to demonic power invoking them power to keep watch over their family and prosper them as ancestral guardian angel. Don’t be surprised that some of those members of your families that made such covenant with Satan or belong to secret society are in the open church goers and self proclaim Christian, but in the secret they are member of secret cult and society. and that inheritance has been spiritually passed to you. When any member of that family decides to get serious with Christ just like you did, these demons would rise and fight back because they believe that they belong to them and they have authority over them since your ancestor has dedicated them to the devil. Ask your parent question about your background. ask if any of your great grand parent, grandparent are member of any society. ask question about their life and ask your parent if they knew anyone of them practice witchcraft. If your parent are not genuine christians ask God for wisdom to know how to ask them. often time parent would try to cover thing up. ask if your parent has ever visited any fortune teller or have visited spiritualist who predicted things about you or them. If they have, that may have been the door. since you also said that the demonic attack happen mostly in your parent place it is a sign that it is either they or your ancestors has deep their hand in what they ought not to and the family has been handed over to the devil.
The covenant and the foundation must be broken by word of prayer for you to move on. the reason why you need the knowledge is that you can know how to pray the prayer.
The last possible issue is that the house you and your parent are staying may have been dedicated to satan or there is satanic activities going on there as marco rightly stated.
However if this is true it wont be only you who will be affected among your family except that house is your ancestral home and everyone in that house is a follower of whatever secret tradition except you.
In Africa we have an adage which says “if the enemy within does not kill you (expose you) the outside enemy cannot kill you (attack you). Jesus says satan came and he found nothing in me. if satan is still finding anything in us be it ancestral foundation or inheritance that gives him the legal ground to our life he would attack either through ancestral spirit or satanic human agents practicing witchcraft.
I hope I have been able to help you.
Finally, I will like to say cheer up and keep faith, the Lord who have began good work in you is able complete them.
If you don’t mind I would like to send soft copies of some books that I felt would be of help to you and show you what you must do to overcome these powers like I have done. You can go to my blog at http://experiencingthedepthofchrist.blogspot.com and copy those books as I would personal post them there because of you. You can also email me at mailsolomondavid@yahoo.com if you have any question.
You can also try and get Rebecca Brown books on Spiritual warfare such as “He Came to Set the Captive Free, Prepare for War, Becoming a Vessel of Honor, Standing on the Rock” they would help you in understanding the spiritual warfare that God is calling His endtime soldier into and would help prepare you to understand the fundamentals of spiritual warfare which I believe is part of the calling God is preparing you for.
God bless you.
solomondavid
August 17th, 2009 at 5:22 pm
My friend had come over to my house because we were going to go see the musical Phantom together,
you opened a direct door
August 17th, 2009 at 6:41 pm
How is that Opening a direct door. It’s a story about a man’s tragic life turned into a musical?
August 18th, 2009 at 6:29 am
yeah i tink steven has a point it happened after a night out watching phantom of opra.i can understand that you may not see this but but watching something like that about a mans tragic life is bound to invite demons for a treat, the thing is she has beeen so sensitive to them so watching anything with a thrill, sadness,scare to it will bring them out in her.knowing that these things are happening she should be careful about what she dose with her life including materal things and things she watches and listens to would be a start..go for chistian tv..hurd of benny hinn im sure hes really good.christian music..remember you need to find a church that is doing someting for you one that makes you feel better in youself,one you can feel a difference in yourself..
if you don’t feel this and you don’t feel joy in your heart when your in that church its not the right one for you.you’d need to move on to another..
you don’t need props crosses etc just your bible your faith and a strong will.. don’t give up or give in..
hurd of a christain healing retreat? maybe that be good to find one near you where they can talk to you and listen and pray for you and start healing you through god and they may be able to give you answers..
resons for whats been happening may be anything anstoral curses,which craft maybe whats been going on in the house you dont know who lived there years ago.you need someone to tell you this so find the right church for you, you need the truth as the devils a lier and you will think it your falt.
be strong the more stronger your faith is the easyer it will be for you so seek god in everything you do in your life..i’m glad your friend was there as the prayer was stronger that there were two ppl with faith in god and thats someting else you need to do is pray with other cristains when you can as you are stronger together we are all stronger together..
remember you are not alone but be strong and follow god.
August 29th, 2009 at 12:58 pm
I do believe you. I have experienced demonic activity but I have also after becoming Christian have also experienced Angelic activity.
Have you received Jesus as your saviour?
Have you received the baptism of the Holy Spirit as spoken in the book of Acts & luke
When I received the baptism of the )Holy Spirit it
also came with power. I experienced a big difference in my walk as a Christian.
Personally I just prayed and received..I was alone …but some people do need help to receive…You can go to any Christian Spirit-Filled church and they will help you to receive. They will pray for you and you will be baptized in the Holy SPirit
Jesus said in Luke”I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high” …
There are certain places that have demonic strongholds
as well as certain places that are a Place of Freedom
or a Heavenly Fortress.
I have also heard of certain objects actually having a
demonic spirit attached to it. Any idols or symbols of witchcraft should be removed from the house.
let me know if you need any advise gardiners@cox.net
sarah
August 29th, 2009 at 1:16 pm
Sylent ANgel:
If you want to be encouraged…take a few moments to
what the above link. It is amazing story of deliverance
http://www.sidroth.org/site/News2?abbr=tv_&page=NewsArticle&id=8479
September 10th, 2009 at 2:40 am
Dear Sylent Angel,
I had strange visitations over 20-years period, which I subsequently found to be from evil spirits. It usually occured when I was about to fall asleep. I would sense evil coming, then my hair would stand on ends, my heart filled with fear and my body paralysed. The “thing” would have its hold on me until it had done its business (I never knew exactly what). It never harmed me physically but its presence was frightening enough.
I used to scream my head off each time I was visited. Then one night: instead of the normal screaming, I called “God helped me!”. It continued moving towards me. I called “Lord, help me!”. Again, it continued its advance. Finally I called “Jesus, help me!”. I could sense it stopped on its track as if to listen to something or someone, and then dissappeared!
Since that night, I have been calling on Jesus each time it happened and He has never failed me. The visitations continued on and off over a 2-years period (I could feel its growing agression) before stopping altogether.
Btw, I was a backslided Christian. I was about one year into seeking God again when the wonderful thing happened.
Please try out the power of Jesus’ name. Our Lord asked us to pray/ask in His Name but I never took it seriously until then.
God bless,
Joyce.
September 15th, 2009 at 1:25 am
Satan was defeated, not will be, was. We have all been given the measure of faith. So it is your level of belief. Do you believe that God has given you the power to cast out demons? I mean really? Have you asked for the power of the Holy Spirit to come upon you? If not, ask and you shall be given the power of the Holy Spirit. Command the demon to leave…you..the house…etc. In Jesus name (as an added dig to the spineless defeated foe) and praise the Lord that it is done. You have already triumphed in the Spirit realm, it;s already done. Renew your mind and you will be able to do waht Jesus did and more, just as Jesus said. Grace and Peace do you have!
Kris
September 15th, 2009 at 8:28 pm
Hey there hun. I think i have some really good advice for you. There’s an evil demonic spirit called the spirit of fear. I stuggled with this for a very long time, but i would have several people pray over me at once demanding the spirit of fear leave in jesus name. The actual attacks may be gone but sounds like the spirit of fear remains. Also when you feel scared out of your mind start pleading the blood of jesus for this was his covenant to you and satan and his demons cant stand to here you say it they will flee. Good luck and many blessings. Dont lose faith satan tries to destroy those that are a threat to him.
“For god hath not given you the spirit of fear, but of peace love and a sound mind.”
September 22nd, 2009 at 10:19 pm
I too have a problem,I have unwanted guests Satan himself,I was told I had left the door open and I do not know what it is,He tells me I invited him.He has been in my head for 2 months,he knows the Bible and we sing hymns plus he likes the game of scrabble and tells me they love me,but the scriptures do not faze him he knows them all and keeps quoting his numbers and keeps saying pretty soon etc…thans for your prayers and answers. mary
September 23rd, 2009 at 12:51 pm
anyone have an answer mary
September 23rd, 2009 at 12:52 pm
Does anyone go through like me with Satan mary
September 23rd, 2009 at 12:53 pm
hi is someone plating tricks on me mary
September 30th, 2009 at 3:34 pm
Dear Mary, I just came upon this website, while doing a search for “demon guardian” as it was suggested to me by ministers that I need to realize when I opened the doors to evil spirits in my own life. You, obviously, are taking the first steps in realizing something you did was very, very wrong. I am encouraged and impressed with the writings of the above individuals who are sharing their testimonies, which are real! I, too, have unfortunately, succumbed, knowingly and unknowingly to the demonic forces. Yes, I was rejected early on, from a parent who just couldn’t love me. My mother had deep, dark, possessive spirits of her own. Unforuntately, I was passive and weak from my early childhood, and I do recognize accepting a spirit in my early 20’s out of lonliness as a comfort companion and although I thought this spirt was actually sent by God as a companion to keep me company, it was actually a seducing spirit that was just revealed to me this past June 2009. I have been under heavy attack, both mentally and physically and practically housebound. The companion spirit I let into my life did first appear as a soft loving light. I was only a Christian for about one year (22-23yrs old). Do you know I am now 55 years old, believing I was a sweet, born again Christian woman, who tried to work hard at my jobs, but I had frequent bouts with sickness and would miss work more than others. I struggled with relationships with my family who were abusive verbally and I hid my anger and bitterness, resentment, hurt, which led to me being overly friendly or afraid of social gatherings. I would find comfort with my spirit friend, who would talk with me, but I made the spirit like a boyfriend or husband, which obviously was not normal. I had a terrible demonic attack after my mother died June 1, 2009, which manifested itself as a dark, shadowy, hunched over crawling dragon dog type that sprang at me and I screamed but it has been affecting my mind and body in such embarrasing ways. At this time, I am seeking strong deliverance help, but it was my weakness in my flesh that allowed the entrance of the deception, initially, it begins in your mind.
Mary, I apologize for my long winded writings. You must humble yourself and search yourself to see when you actually allowed yourself to listen to the “trickster” as you call him and hopefully, you can reject him from now on. Read your Bible, Confess your sin/sins to Jesus. Believe HE died on the Cross for YOU. He suffered so much for us, beaten 39 times with a whip that tore off his flesh, the agony he bore, not only with physical pain, the anquish of HIS accuseres. Soliders even gambled for his remaining clothes, while he hung, affixed on the cross with three nails holding him up – UGH….It is amazing that we as believers fall continually, with fear, lies, false beliefs. We set ourselves up so easily. I can write so much. Mary, I want you to write back – Diane
October 6th, 2009 at 8:32 pm
http://www.ministeringdeliverance.com
http://www.greatbiblestudy.com
These two sites are the best for anyone needing deliverence. Make sure you check out the forums on the 1st site.
October 25th, 2009 at 8:48 am
you wrote about having an experience with an angel before. Please remember that that fallen ones are fallen angels and they will try to conceal the fact that they are fallen…
I also want to share with you that the Lord is a awesome , compassionate God. He delivered me from evil ones today. Please pray, repent , pray and praise his name. Try to fill your home with christian music. Also seek a deliverance minister.
May HIS Grace Bless and deliver you out of bondage.
October 26th, 2009 at 10:38 am
The bottom line is to be born again and be saved by the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ who said it Himself. Jesus answered, verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. (John 3:3-7 KJV)
You have heard this before through this blog: repent, turn your life around and put your faith in Christ who has paid for the penalties of sin/eternal death so that you can have life abundantly, be sanctified in the Holy Spirit.
I have been attacked number of time in my dreams: a black orb that tried to paralyze my lips to prevent the name of the Lord Jesus Christ from being said, I was walking down a stairs with my heart almost stopping ( very similar to the above testimony, “…felt like my breath was being taken away and my heart felt like it was being crushed…”), some extra dimensional dream that is will not describe and more that I will not go into. I have seen/heard a few demonic physical manifestations. All of these have been stopped by believing in the Lord I would call, “I order all demons and fallen angels to leave in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.” The only one that did not leave right away was the black orb and that was said twice. It said “no” the first time and was expelled the second time.
For me, some of these attacks happen when dig into some truth in the Scriptures or some truth. Was I scared? No but really annoyed. Was it disturbing? Sometimes.
What is the answer? Faith in Jesus Christ and “you know He is there”.
November 1st, 2009 at 6:26 am
SylentAngel,
I was attacked by demons too. Prayers are not enough. You need deliverance. Find a deliverance ministry and have the demons cast out in the name of Jesus.
Example deliverance ministries:
- http://www.demonbuster.com
- BobLarson.org
- aladyexorcist.com
I fact, I got attacked by a demon and got delivered by doing self-deliverance after stumbling upon demonbuster.com and reading it. I had even contacted the ghost hunters from SciFi channel, though they only directed me to a demonologist. The local church priest told me he doesn’t believe in demons and I was left alone, but God directed me even though there was nobody around to help me. I saw Angels as well and they told me to stop being afraid.
So STOP being afraid. Fear is the opposite of faith. It is praying to the devil and that’s what they want.
Jesus has ALREADY defeated them in the cross. It is all smoke and mirrors. If you accepted Jesus, you will be tormented by demons for a while but you WILL BE OK though the process until you get them out.
You have spiritual authority. Did you know that? You can cast them out commanding them, just as the disciples did. However, you don’t have faith yet. That’s why you should look for a deliverance minister.
Praying to God, Jesus, Mary or the saints to get them out will NOT work. He expects you take your authority (the one given to you on the cross) and command them out. Praying for help is like asking Jesus to come back to earth, die again so you can have the authority. You already have it.
The gentleman from Africa describing ancestral curses and witchcraft is exactly right.
November 1st, 2009 at 6:42 am
Hi Sylent Angel,
Sorry for being so blunt. I just felt you need direct and honest answers.
I know you have asked God why and he hasn’t answered. He just wants you delivered and free. Those demons were almost surely influencing your life subtly maybe from childbirth, if you inherited them though the bloodline.
To make them explicit makes you aware of that spiritual reality, both to set you free, and so that you can help others.
Bless you and in you need to contact me you can do so at souza_peixoto@hotmail.com
November 12th, 2009 at 11:34 pm
Hi Mary, I Hope you have received help. Are you a born again Christian? Remember Jesus died for us. There is forgiviness for sin. But we must also forgive ourselves.There is POWER in JESUS BLOOD.
It cleans us and covers us.Read 2 Cor 10-5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing thst exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of CHRIST.
read ron 8-38+39 Nothing can seperate you from the Love of God. 2 Tim 1-7 For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Cor 6-7 By the word of Truth, by the power of God, by the armour of rigtheouness on the right hand and on the left. Fear not. Greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world. If you have invited Jesus in you will have the holy spirit also. Eph 6-11 Put on the whole armour of God. Join an alive church that beleives in the Father , Son (Jesus Christ), and Holy Spirit, It’s a must. It you would like to contact me , you are welcome. rochelleandshakira@hotmail.co.nz
Praise the LOrd Jesus Christ. May God Bless You.peace to you. Sharon
January 17th, 2010 at 1:09 pm
I have being attacked by demons for years. I experienced my worst attack ever last night. I felt as if someone was holding me down and i was fighting for my life to get up. my fieance was lying next to me when the attack was happing. I was sceaming his name for help and it would come out then it did and he said it frieghtend him so after i sreamed his name i raised my head from my bed i looked and i saw something it looked like a human translusant spirit and fled from my bed side into the living area. I was scared so bably then i looked to the ceiling and these black shadows where flying above me they had eyes that glowed also the human like figure seemed to glow wit like an orange color. I began to pray for god to make them leave and that jesas christ is my savior and my love is for him i sreamed it out. I think my fiance was thinking shes got to be crazy seeing all that but he believed me and did not want to go over to my side of the bed. I also had an attack where a voice in my mind reaped incubus in a whisper in my mind. I was wondering what it meant looked it up on the net and saw that it was an evil demon that prays on women at night I then become very worried so it happend on a saturday night as most of my attacks do and then went to church the next morning asking a pastor what i should do he said that i should yell out when im experiening this jesus christ is savior and i needed to get closer to the lord i have tried so hard to get closer and then the demons attack me harder can someone help me with my sittuation if they can send me an email at tabitha.powers@yahoo.com