Comments on: I Am Beautiful

By: Mis A

Mis A — Thu, 26 May 2011 13:23:21 +0000

Hi Chatterboxchele

I wept uncontrollably when I was reading your story and had to stop, I too went a similar ordeal, when I was 9 my brother raped me, he passed on in 1991(may he’s soul rest in peace)
It’s been 20years but I have never shared this with anyone not even my twin sister, this has been torturing me for years and even now I cannot bring myself to tell my parents, what do I say to them, he was their beloved son and they lost him tragically in a car accident, how do I ruin the memories that they have of him…I burst out into tears when I think of this.
I too have issues trusting people. While I was growing up I tried to convince myself that I’am beautiful by having boyfriends even though I was trying to hide the fact that I felt ugly and dirty. I have always prayed that the images of what happened, the pain be blocked in my mind and be removed, for a while that worked but this has again came to haunt me.
I have a wonderful and loving man in my life and we are talking of marriage but Iam so scared of sharing this with him, I know he won’t judge me BUT it’s not easy.
A month back I wrote down my feelings and I forgave my brother for what he did to me, I pray that God heals my inner being…please also pray for my total deliverence and healing.

By: hmm

hmm — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 22:53:05 +0000

well i must tell that i myself hate god for the kind of face he’s given me wittingly .

By: chatterboxchele

chatterboxchele — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:29:52 +0000

Thank you everyone, so much, for your unfailing love and support. I have been through a great many things in my life, but I count it all for joy because I know it was all for the glory of God in the end. I am nothing without Him and I am everything with Him. I am a testiment to His mercy and grace, and His neverending, unconditional love, that is available to anyone that wants it!

I know it is not a pleasureable story to read, but I hope you still enjoyed it, and I hope you take something away from it. Remember, you are created in His image and He is perfect. So, on the days you feel you have failed or been failed, remember that. You are His masterpiece and He doesn’t create junk!

God bless each and every one of you, you are all in my prayers!

By: Tina

Tina — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 23:19:31 +0000

wonderful testimony

By: Jemima

Jemima — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 22:58:38 +0000

God be with you. Because of your testimony, I learnt that I am beautiful. Everything works for good to them who love God. Praise God.

By: carol

carol — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:31:32 +0000

Wow this is beautiful, i could not help but cry and thank God when reading your story. God is truely good he is a God that restores.

By: Mpume

Mpume — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 20:33:02 +0000

Girl, you are beautiful indeed! The bible says you are wonderfully and fearfully made. I recently asked God what He means when He says we are made in His image yet we are all beautiful in unique ways and He reveled to me that He is a Spirit and so are we. The proof of that is when someone has passed away, we say :they have left us: even when their body is right in front of us. It means that as humans we are spirits, it is the real person (the spirit) which passes on. We need to see ourselves more as spirits made in the image of our Father. The body is only a house for the real you or me, and a house can be painted black or white, can be big or small in size, but it does not change the real treasure, the royal priesthood, the chosen one who lives in the house.

I also want to encourage you to know that the devil used the people who hurt you in order to prevent you from reaching your destiny – BUT HE WAS DEFEATED IN THE CROSS. Herod knew what Jesus would accomplish, and killed all babies of the time but he failed to prevent God’s plan. There is definitely a calling in your life, and I pray that God will help you release the people who hurt you, and that He will also make you realise that YOU ARE NOW A BRAND NEW CREATION (2 COR 5V17, old thing are passed away, and all things have become new). I would encourage you to read the material of Joyce Meyer who experienced similar issues and with the help of God, she has overcome them and has become one of the most powerful speakers. Remember, you are God’s masterpiece!

By: Arthur

Arthur — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:42:41 +0000

I think I know what you went through, I thank GOD for never giving up on you. Your testimony makes me realise how determinate and faithful Jesus is to get us all to him. Be strong, cause he still hasn’t finished with you yet. Thank GOD for your testimony…

By: Henry

Henry — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 05:52:10 +0000

Dear Lord, please heal her inner being and let her be able to forgive her past in Jesus name, Amen.

By: HeIsSufficient

HeIsSufficient — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 07:01:08 +0000

God bless you!
I had tears in my eyes reading your testimony. Keep trusting Him and you WILL be completely healed and trusting others before you know it. And I do speak from experience…He works miracles! When you think it is impossible, He says I am!