Comments on: My Testimony – what should I do now? (updated) http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/ Read and share Christian testimonies Tue, 07 Feb 2012 17:16:04 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: Jjoy127 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12430 Jjoy127 Tue, 24 Jan 2012 21:43:34 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12430 I'm praying for you. I hope this song will encourage you as you seek to have a new life in Jesus Christ. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRbWAtU6LPw Remember that your background or past life doesn't determine who you are. I’m praying for you.

I hope this song will encourage you as you seek to have a new life in Jesus Christ.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRbWAtU6LPw

Remember that your background or past life doesn’t determine who you are.

]]> By: Brock Holland http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12332 Brock Holland Mon, 09 Jan 2012 00:49:26 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12332 i have not put one up, but I love reading them, they are so encouraging! I just love to see the power of Jesus release people into the love of god :) maybe I should put mine up. did you find it really useful to write yours up on the site? i have not put one up, but I love reading them, they are so encouraging! I just love to see the power of Jesus release people into the love of god :) maybe I should put mine up. did you find it really useful to write yours up on the site?

]]> By: mcue http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12327 mcue Sat, 07 Jan 2012 22:49:26 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12327 Hi, I'm good, quite better actually thanks, so where's your testimony? Hi, I’m good, quite better actually thanks, so where’s your testimony?

]]> By: Brock Holland http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12325 Brock Holland Sat, 07 Jan 2012 11:27:45 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12325 amen! But how are you? How are you feeling? How are you with god at the moment, has much changed since you posted your testimony? I love the sense of grace you have, its so moving and that powerful understanding of gods grace is such an amazing gift, please please please use it to bless others :) haha I was graced enough to be saved by the message of gods grace and its men like you who can really plant the true nature of god into peoples hearts. I love it. But yeah I just have a real desire to see you blessed by god in every way... I guess that's just something he has put on my heart but I'm praying for you always hope to hear back from you. Let the spirit of joy reign in your life through the love of Jesus Love and Peace Brock amen!
But how are you?
How are you feeling?
How are you with god at the moment, has much changed since you posted your testimony?
I love the sense of grace you have, its so moving and that powerful understanding of gods grace is such an amazing gift, please please please use it to bless others :) haha
I was graced enough to be saved by the message of gods grace and its men like you who can really plant the true nature of god into peoples hearts. I love it.
But yeah I just have a real desire to see you blessed by god in every way… I guess that’s just something he has put on my heart but I’m praying for you always hope to hear back from you.
Let the spirit of joy reign in your life through the love of Jesus
Love and Peace
Brock

]]> By: mcue http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12321 mcue Fri, 06 Jan 2012 15:48:51 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12321 Thank you so much Brock! it's good to be encouraged through the Word, which is needed daily in our lives. Nowadays, "Christians" talk abuot having big ministries and being these great preachers, etc. but never about loving Christ and realizing that He should simply be everything in our lives. He wants my heart! not my works. I'm loved just as equally as you are and everyone else, preacher, or not. There are no great men of God, just weak and feeble men used by a great and merciful God. anyways thanks again, hope to hear from ya Thank you so much Brock! it’s good to be encouraged through the Word, which is needed daily in our lives. Nowadays, “Christians” talk abuot having big ministries and being these great preachers, etc. but never about loving Christ and realizing that He should simply be everything in our lives. He wants my heart! not my works. I’m loved just as equally as you are and everyone else, preacher, or not. There are no great men of God, just weak and feeble men used by a great and merciful God. anyways thanks again, hope to hear from ya

]]> By: Brock Holland http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-12311 Brock Holland Sun, 01 Jan 2012 00:38:54 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-12311 Friend With the same spirit in which you asked god into your life, ask god for anything. For the Lord knows what is good for you and what is bad, he wants to bless you so much and bless you according to Christ. For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though He was rich, yet for your sakes He became poor, that you through His poverty might become rich. - 2 Corinthians 8:9 He wants you to live a life above all others. He wants his amazing glory and grace to shine through you life a beacon of bright light through this dark world. He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? - Romans 8:32 He will withhold no good thing from you, he will not withhold a good group of friends, he will not withhold deliverance from lust from pornography. Our father in heaven has called his children to live a life to the full. I'll be honest, your testimony deeply touched me, I could relate to it so much and I thank you for having the boldness for sharing it, it has blessed me and so many others. But I want to see you delivered I want to see you overflowing with joy from Christ's goodness in your life. Although I know god wants to bless us in every way, I want to see a blessing in your spirit, a blessing of peace and strength, one of confidence and self assurance in Christ. "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!" - Matthew 7:11 For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline. 2 Timothy 1:7 I see you becoming completely delivered from all that you struggle with! I really respect what you had to say in your updated version of your testimony, they were wise words from a strong man in Christ! I love your humility and the way you give all Glory and Honour to our Lord Jesus. I know god is going to Chase you relentlessly with blessings because of it, from my experience when you chase god with all your heart and only him, he chases you with blessings and love and purpose! One thing I feel compelled to write is that I see you doing amazing things for the kingdom of heaven and they are things that you and only you can do! And god wants to equip you and bless you for the things he is going to do in you and that means he is going to give you a great support group of friends, who are followers of Christ, they're going to build you up and show you love. Church is meant to be the most amazing positive experience for you, a place where you're built up and made ready for all the amazing things god has for you in this life! I'd like to keep in contact with you :) maybe we can exchange some emails, comment back, or whatever if you want to talk more. god bless man, you're a strong man in Christ and I love your testimony, its so raw it sounds like nothings been held back :) so yeah id love to hear more from you. Peace and Love to you in Jesus Name. Love Brock Friend
With the same spirit in which you asked god into your life, ask god for anything. For the Lord knows what is good for you and what is bad, he wants to bless you so much and bless you according to Christ.

For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though He was rich, yet for your sakes He became poor, that you through His poverty might become rich.
- 2 Corinthians 8:9
He wants you to live a life above all others. He wants his amazing glory and grace to shine through you life a beacon of bright light through this dark world.

He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?
- Romans 8:32

He will withhold no good thing from you, he will not withhold a good group of friends, he will not withhold deliverance from lust from pornography. Our father in heaven has called his children to live a life to the full.
I’ll be honest, your testimony deeply touched me, I could relate to it so much and I thank you for having the boldness for sharing it, it has blessed me and so many others. But I want to see you delivered I want to see you overflowing with joy from Christ’s goodness in your life.
Although I know god wants to bless us in every way, I want to see a blessing in your spirit, a blessing of peace and strength, one of confidence and self assurance in Christ.

“If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!”
- Matthew 7:11
For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline. 2 Timothy 1:7

I see you becoming completely delivered from all that you struggle with!
I really respect what you had to say in your updated version of your testimony, they were wise words from a strong man in Christ!
I love your humility and the way you give all Glory and Honour to our Lord Jesus. I know god is going to Chase you relentlessly with blessings because of it, from my experience when you chase god with all your heart and only him, he chases you with blessings and love and purpose!
One thing I feel compelled to write is that I see you doing amazing things for the kingdom of heaven and they are things that you and only you can do!
And god wants to equip you and bless you for the things he is going to do in you and that means he is going to give you a great support group of friends, who are followers of Christ, they’re going to build you up and show you love. Church is meant to be the most amazing positive experience for you, a place where you’re built up and made ready for all the amazing things god has for you in this life!
I’d like to keep in contact with you :) maybe we can exchange some emails, comment back, or whatever if you want to talk more.
god bless man, you’re a strong man in Christ and I love your testimony, its so raw it sounds like nothings been held back :) so yeah id love to hear more from you. Peace and Love to you in Jesus Name.
Love Brock

]]> By: H http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-9745 H Wed, 06 May 2009 13:54:53 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-9745 I think you're very brave to be this honest and I respect you very much for it. By the way I am a female and I have had depressive times too. If you ever feel like suiciding or wishing you were dead, don't feel ashamed about going to a doctor and asking for medication. God gave us brains to use and he gave doctors the brains to help us. So lets rejoice in that. Maybe some counselling too. Is there someone in your church older than you who you can confide in or maybe at another church, an elder somewhere...? I know in my country there is a course called "Valiant Man" that helps men with these things (and yes there are courses for women too). Anyhow please don't think you are alone- we are all here to help each other and you have taken the first step in reaching out, Good on you. I think you’re very brave to be this honest and I respect you very much for it. By the way I am a female and I have had depressive times too. If you ever feel like suiciding or wishing you were dead, don’t feel ashamed about going to a doctor and asking for medication. God gave us brains to use and he gave doctors the brains to help us. So lets rejoice in that. Maybe some counselling too. Is there someone in your church older than you who you can confide in or maybe at another church, an elder somewhere…? I know in my country there is a course called “Valiant Man” that helps men with these things (and yes there are courses for women too). Anyhow please don’t think you are alone- we are all here to help each other and you have taken the first step in reaching out, Good on you.

]]> By: jones http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-9625 jones Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:45:42 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-9625 Hi there, I have gone through your story i want to give you a piece of advice it is the problem with the age you are in i know how you feel like tempted to do things that is satan he is telling to jesus see how i got your son into trouble problems comes to every one do you think is there any human being with out problems it will be one or other. for you this is the problem i may be having different kind of problem so try to make good choices in life never try to underestimate parents they have come through all of this and they want the best for there kids and they are only the people who stick by you in your good or bad. i want to tell you is go to church regularly listen some music when u feel lonely and depressed jesus sends his sprit through his words he is there waiting for you open up your self to him he will let you into his arms, he knows to take care of his kids. praise the lord let all the good happen with you in your life Hi there,
I have gone through your story i want to give you a piece of advice it is the problem with the age you are in i know how you feel like tempted to do things that is satan he is telling to jesus see how i got your son into trouble problems comes to every one do you think is there any human being with out problems it will be one or other. for you this is the problem i may be having different kind of problem so try to make good choices in life never try to underestimate parents they have come through all of this and they want the best for there kids and they are only the people who stick by you in your good or bad. i want to tell you is go to church regularly listen some music when u feel lonely and depressed jesus sends his sprit through his words he is there waiting for you open up your self to him he will let you into his arms, he knows to take care of his kids. praise the lord let all the good happen with you in your life

]]> By: gwash23 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-9619 gwash23 Sun, 22 Feb 2009 20:48:06 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-9619 hey man i was reading your story and so many things lined up with my life. I'm 21. I had a very strong attraction to a girl (really hott one) and she ended up breaking my heart. Umm, I can honstly say I feel like i don't have any friends at this moment (of course theres people i have interactions with, but nobody that i feel REALLY loves me). Another thing we have in common is my parents are the musicians at my church. My mom plays the piano, my dad plays the trumpet. He can go up and talk to anybody, within a second they're howling and (like your dad) everybody likes him. I also have some problems with porn. (Lately I've realized how destructful it is to me, and thankfully, I don't want to do it anymore even though i have a few week moments). I get the dreams often, too. The dreams didn't start until i really said to myself that i needed to stop. But one positive note is that i have been able to cut back on the porn in my own mind lately (compared to the amount of time i spent thinking about it for the past several years). I also get depressed and angry and sad and feel worthless. I do believe in the Lord. People keep saying that when youre the weakest, God is the strongest; that God can turn your bad situations into positive ones; on, and on. I've read a lot of Joel Osteen, which gives me hope. Exercise helps with depression as well. But as for you and me, God has to be in our situations SOMEWHERE. And I like what tjazz said about Jesus being your only friend. I may take stalk of that and read my Bible right now. Basically, I know your pain. I get looks from people like you probably do. Nobody wants to be around me most of the time. I dont feel like the "old me" that i was as a child that used to make people smile. But, i'd like to hear back from you on what you think. I don't know you at all but we have at least a few things in common so...Stay strong. Hope for better times. (P.S. Through my several years of lonliness I've found a lot of ways that I have actually benefited from the pain.) Thanks for sharin the story and hopefully you reply back soon hey man i was reading your story and so many things lined up with my life. I’m 21. I had a very strong attraction to a girl (really hott one) and she ended up breaking my heart. Umm, I can honstly say I feel like i don’t have any friends at this moment (of course theres people i have interactions with, but nobody that i feel REALLY loves me). Another thing we have in common is my parents are the musicians at my church. My mom plays the piano, my dad plays the trumpet. He can go up and talk to anybody, within a second they’re howling and (like your dad) everybody likes him. I also have some problems with porn. (Lately I’ve realized how destructful it is to me, and thankfully, I don’t want to do it anymore even though i have a few week moments). I get the dreams often, too. The dreams didn’t start until i really said to myself that i needed to stop. But one positive note is that i have been able to cut back on the porn in my own mind lately (compared to the amount of time i spent thinking about it for the past several years). I also get depressed and angry and sad and feel worthless. I do believe in the Lord. People keep saying that when youre the weakest, God is the strongest; that God can turn your bad situations into positive ones; on, and on. I’ve read a lot of Joel Osteen, which gives me hope. Exercise helps with depression as well. But as for you and me, God has to be in our situations SOMEWHERE. And I like what tjazz said about Jesus being your only friend. I may take stalk of that and read my Bible right now.

Basically, I know your pain. I get looks from people like you probably do. Nobody wants to be around me most of the time. I dont feel like the “old me” that i was as a child that used to make people smile. But, i’d like to hear back from you on what you think. I don’t know you at all but we have at least a few things in common so…Stay strong. Hope for better times. (P.S. Through my several years of lonliness I’ve found a lot of ways that I have actually benefited from the pain.)

Thanks for sharin the story and hopefully you reply back soon

]]> By: Jamall http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/comment-page-1/#comment-9335 Jamall Mon, 19 May 2008 05:23:10 +0000 http://www.testimonyshare.com/my-testimony-what-should-i-do-now/#comment-9335 Read Nehemiah 4:1-3,6-9,13-15;6:15. Read Phil 4:13. Read Isa 54:17 Read I Cor 5:18. Read John 10:10. Read Matt chapter 5-7 and meditate on Jesus word. No man can heal you of your sins and issues except Jesus Chirst. None of us can force you to do anything. It is going to take the Blood of Jesus and the Power of the Holy Ghost to break this sin and bondage that you are in. You are a Pastors son for a reason. Read Jer 29:11. God has a plan for you that is great. You have a gift and a ministry and you will be attacked by Satan just like the rest of your brothers. The apostle Paul talks about how he desires pray but he also recognizes that their are brothers all over the world who are suffering for the gospel just like him. You are going to make it. I like how you said that you praised God for not committing the intercourse act with your lady friend. You should be thanking God for that alot of us brothers take the liberty. Being a Chirstian is very fun, its very exciting and entertaining, your never alone and you have hope to make it when your facing hard times. But also there is some suffering. None of us get away scotch free. The bible says, " Those who desire to live Godly shall suffer persecution". I encourage you to read about christians in Africa and Asia and other parts of the world who are being physically hurt for professing the name of Jesus Chirst. When we begin to think about other peoples problems and how we can help them that is when we become men. You are a man of God. A child of God. God died for you he paid his blood for you. You are very special in the eyes of God. But your just like the rest of us your beating yourself up for no reason. Don't let the masterbation and the porn stop you from serving Jesus. Keep serving him, keep reading your bible, keep going to church, keep helping your mother and father and the pastor, your a leader get into your role. Once you embrace your power God will start showing things that you could have never imagined. I'm a singer, I have the gift of healing peopel through song. I love it now when I sing a solo at church and I watch the holy spirit heal people. Brother that is better than any porn or girl or piece of money ever. Keep letting God use you and your gift. My prayers are with you. You have already made it. Rejoice in Jesus every second. Read Nehemiah 4:1-3,6-9,13-15;6:15. Read Phil 4:13. Read Isa 54:17 Read I Cor 5:18. Read John 10:10. Read Matt chapter 5-7 and meditate on Jesus word. No man can heal you of your sins and issues except Jesus Chirst. None of us can force you to do anything. It is going to take the Blood of Jesus and the Power of the Holy Ghost to break this sin and bondage that you are in. You are a Pastors son for a reason. Read Jer 29:11. God has a plan for you that is great. You have a gift and a ministry and you will be attacked by Satan just like the rest of your brothers. The apostle Paul talks about how he desires pray but he also recognizes that their are brothers all over the world who are suffering for the gospel just like him. You are going to make it. I like how you said that you praised God for not committing the intercourse act with your lady friend. You should be thanking God for that alot of us brothers take the liberty. Being a Chirstian is very fun, its very exciting and entertaining, your never alone and you have hope to make it when your facing hard times. But also there is some suffering. None of us get away scotch free. The bible says, ” Those who desire to live Godly shall suffer persecution”. I encourage you to read about christians in Africa and Asia and other parts of the world who are being physically hurt for professing the name of Jesus Chirst. When we begin to think about other peoples problems and how we can help them that is when we become men. You are a man of God. A child of God. God died for you he paid his blood for you. You are very special in the eyes of God. But your just like the rest of us your beating yourself up for no reason. Don’t let the masterbation and the porn stop you from serving Jesus. Keep serving him, keep reading your bible, keep going to church, keep helping your mother and father and the pastor, your a leader get into your role. Once you embrace your power God will start showing things that you could have never imagined. I’m a singer, I have the gift of healing peopel through song. I love it now when I sing a solo at church and I watch the holy spirit heal people. Brother that is better than any porn or girl or piece of money ever. Keep letting God use you and your gift. My prayers are with you. You have already made it. Rejoice in Jesus every second.

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