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July 21st, 2010
I’ve always been raised in the house of the lord since birth. However, my relationship with the lord has been an intimate one for 1 year up until i went away for college. My deepest and most heart felt prayer was and is always that the lord never departs from me and for the lord to keep me nearer to him.
Today i dont feel the touch of God in my heart. As of today my thoughts of suicide have been surfaced. I feel like its easier to give up than to fight. God says that your battles and troubles mold you, give you character, and build perserverance. Your strength to get through what you’re going through is in what you you’ve been delivered from. But I have no strength for this. I dont know what to do. I dont know who to talk to. I dont have a shoulder to lean on and i dont know who i got herpes from.
Im rationalizing the idea of life in heaven being much easier than life on earth. I just want to die. I think back on the hard times in my life when i asked god to die before. Then i remember the good times after the fact when i thanked god that he didnt answer my prayer. But this time i cannot see the light.
I’m praying that god will have mercy on me because without it Im already dead. I feel like Im already in an eternal flame of fire, feeling every scortching blow, but i just cant die or numb the pain. I heard a sermon one day that said if you don’t humble yourself, God will humble you with much humility. I tried to beat him to it, but i guess i was too late.
Please pray for me. Pray that God convicts me in a way that he never has before,
July 22nd, 2010 at 8:20 am
Don’t give up on life! God loves you, and can use any circumstance (even herpes) for His purposes. His purposes are NOT to punish you but always to give glory to Jesus. The one who tells you to give up is the author of lies (Satan!). I came to a point in my life, too, where suicide seemed like the right answer, but I was wrong, and the Lord made that clear to me. I wrote about it here on Testimony Share: http://www.testimonyshare.com/suicide/. I am praying for you!
August 3rd, 2010 at 10:23 pm
I’ve had these feelings too lately. Unfortunately for me, God has given me too much of a reason to live.
It’s a little epiphany/story I had.
Imagine that you’re in heaven with all of the race of man that will end up with God. All the saved. However, this is before the fall of man and sin and stuff.
God asks for volunteers for something. You don’t understand really what he’s asking for, but you put your hand up. You’re joined by thousands who forms a line.
At the front, God talks quietly to each person. After talking, they either accept the challenge, or step aside, accepting his advice.
We’re the people who have accepted. God has given us a mission – the mission of life. If I was one of those people who had died in birth or something, when we all got to heaven, my competitive nature would feel cheated. ‘why did they get that opportunity that I didn’t?’.
Life sucks. You feel really bad sometimes, and so do I. But there’s a reason we’re on this earth, and the decision of life has been made for us. God gives us reasons for living, a mission of sorts. And every bad experience that comes our way is just a way that we can relate to other people.
We all have missions. We all have a purpose for life. God loves you and cares about you.
October 7th, 2010 at 6:18 am
Myfriend reject that devil’s voice. God loves you and wants you back. IF you loose hope you open the doors for a satan. start saying I KNOW GOD YOU LOVE ME AND USE ME IN YOUR OWN WAYS. God have a purpose in our life and the purpose is to be fullfilled,Work up in Jesus name.
November 2nd, 2010 at 5:26 pm
Dude relax, take a deep breath in and out and then truly consider your situation. To know God and to know Jesus is to know life…life comes from them, and not to know them or to deny them, then you are dead already. Seeing from the way you speak you know them just keep on knowing them please. Do not give into the temptation of giving up because that is what the devil want you to do. I will be praying for you.
And another thing read the word of God, its the fuel for us christians on this journey called life…love you.
February 25th, 2011 at 5:30 am
I need to pass my road driving test. today, it has been a major issue btw I and my spouse.
I also need God in my maarriage, there has been lots of issues which might lead to a divorce and i don’t want that.
I need a job urgently too.
February 26th, 2011 at 10:23 pm
Hello godplease,
I just said a prayer for you, asking that God will help you through your struggle.
Please don’t give up. God still loves you very much. He proved it when He sent His Son Jesus to live and die for your sins. Jesus Himself is risen from the dead and is in the heavenly courts interceding for you (He’s your High Priest who understands what you’re going through and He will give you the strength that you need for your situation}. See Hebrews 2:17-18, 4:15.
I just read a book that really helped me during my times of despair, discouragement, and unbelief. I highly recommend this book to you: “How To Let God Solve Your Problems” by Charles Stanley. You can purchase this book at Wal-Mart or at your local Christian bookstore.
But most of all I recommend that you pray and read the Bible with the help of the Holy Spirit. God will speak to you through His Word and you will feel a peace that the world can not take away.
May God be with you and bless you abundantly.
I said a prayer for you too, ola. Give God your needs and He will supply them in a way that’s best for you and for your marriage.
March 21st, 2011 at 1:52 am
I too have herpes and by no means am I going to let the devil win! Do not believe the lies being whispered in your ear, my friend. Stand strong because you are fearfully and wonderfully made by the God of the universe!! Stand on His promises, please
April 6th, 2011 at 5:22 am
One of the commonest weapons the enemy forged against believers is to make them feel guilty… this is the serpents hisses in our ears. But the words of God says:
“No weapon forged against you will prosper” renounce satan and believe through the blood of Christ we are completely forgiven and have the right to eneter heavenly places.
God bless you
a former sinner and a now daughter of the Most High
April 6th, 2011 at 2:12 pm
Hello my sister in Christ Jesus,
I read your prayer request…and to me, it seems like you know the word of God, but looks like Satan has been having a field day with your mind.
Let me tell you something, the three things we have to remember about Satan, is that he comes to: KILL, STEAL, AND DESTROY. He is the definition of a deceiver. Now which category does your issues fall into place? DON’T BE DISCORAGED!!! God knows the plans he has for you! He said, he has plans to prosper YOU not to harm you….My sister in Christ, go read my testiomony, it’s Before I knew you, you knew me. I’m a Senior in High School, getting ready to go off to college. God has shows me everyday, how crucial it is for His ppl to have a STRONG FAITH. Satan know’s when our faith is shaky and doubty. So keep praying and crying out to God. I pray the spirit of Suicide be realeased from your mind in Jesus Name. WE have authority to tell every Demon, Spirit where to go. So be encouraged my sister. YOu Can Make It! LOve ya!