Hope and Faith
April 26th, 2007
My father told me that his favorite quality about me is how real I am. I have always respected what he told me growing up, despite how different I am from him, and I think God used my father as a tool to help me become the genuine person I have become. I think it is a quallity that makes it easy to talk to other people about anything. At the same time, I never deny the Christian I am, and I never condemn someone I come face to face with; no matter what they believe. My parents raised me in the church, and I guess because I never once doubted the Word of God when I learned something new about it, my faith has been my Rock. It never falters, no matter how hard some of the challenges in my life have been. Don’t get me wrong - I have gotten angry with God plenty of times, but I never doubted that God would pull me through. I think that has also lead to me not being very good at ever being someone I’m not. My wife will tell you; I am a terrible liar. If I have ever tried to tell a little lie to my wife about whether I went to a movie or not, or went out late last night and bought a burger, or any other little trivial thing, my wife has always been able to call me on it. So about 97% of the time, I just avoid lying about anything altogether. What I want to say in this testimony is that God has used various events in my life to bring me closer to Him, and strengthen my faith in Him that much more. Although I do remember actually publicly accepting Christ as my Savior when I was twelve years old on a youth retreat, that has not been the turning point of my walk with the Lord. I would have to say that my urge to talk to others about Christ surged when my wife and I were going to have twins, and we lost one of our boys about six and a half months along in the pregnancy. That was one of the hardest things I have ever had to overcome, but instead of doubting God or Christ’s love for me, I became Inspired. I mean it literally came out of nowhere while I was in the hospital room at my wife’s side; family and friends coming to visit as we waited to see if our other little boy was still going to make it. There we were talking with my parents, and I just took out a sheet of paper and started writing a poem. It was a poem about hope; a poem about family; a poem about love. It was a difficult time for my wife, moreso than for me of course, but I just chose to handle it by writing. The following Sunday, while my wife was still in the hospital, I went to Church. I spontaneously walked to the front during the Altar call, and I asked the Pastor if I could read my poem to the congregation. He perused it, and said of course. So there I was, in front of 800 people or so, and I spilled my guts right there with the words that God had put in my heart. Again, I know not why I handled the loss of John Robert Fort that way, but I think I made a lot of people cry in the Church that day, though that was not my intention. Now that I still have my little Miracle, my son Jay who was born June 20, 2002, I look back on that time and I still can’t help but wonder what it would be like to have his brother here with us. But here are the words of hope that I wish to share with the world:
A Perfect Picture
Can’t you just picture it?
A little boy with a golden smile
Plays baseball for a little while.
His daddy teaches him to ride a bike.
He goes with his family on mountain hikes.
Then he gets a little older…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
A middle-school boy, with that same golden smile
Goes on Youth Group trips for many a mile.
He tells his dad what he learned about God;
Even says he understands why dad never “spared the rod”.
Then he gets a little older…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
A tall young man, with that same golden smile
Cries with his dad at the end of the aisle.
He sends a smile to his mom before the doors open wide
And his beautiful bride stands by his side.
Then he gets a little older…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
Another little boy, with an identical smile
Looks down from heaven all the while.
He sees his brother play ball and ride a bike.
He delights in seeing his family on a hike.
And he waits a little longer…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
The same angelic boy with the golden smile
Stares down from the clouds in Angel-like style.
His heart fills with delight ‘cause his brother loves God.
But his brother seems bigger, and he finds this quite odd.
And he waits a little longer…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
The same angelic boy with the golden smile
Sees his brother, now a man, walk a lady down the aisle.
He has a smile across his heart, just bursting with pride
As he sees his brother carry away his bride.
And he waits a little longer…
Can’t you just picture it?
Can’t you just picture it?
A boy and a man with identical, golden smiles
See each other for the first time in a long while.
The man lived his life while his brother watched from up above
Yet now they are together in brotherly love.
No need for waiting any longer…
Can’t you just picture it?
In memory of John Robert Fort
March 15, 2002
Miracle
April 19th, 2007
God doesn’t guarantee us tomorrow and we don’t know what the future will hold. What we do know is; when we call on the name of Jesus mountains will move and nothing is impossible, if we only believe!
On April 24, 2006 I was bucked off the front of my horse. I went off over his head and did a flip landing directly on the top of my head. Everything went numb and silent. I could see the ground moving, but could not feel or hear. Then everything went black. When I came too I could not feel or move. At that moment I felt a helplessness that can’t be explained. I almost panicked, but instead I began to call on the name of Jesus. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus….. Then I heard the the Holy Spirit say “Move your arms.” I tried to move them and they moved just a little. I continued to call the name of Jesus and the more I said His name the more I was able to feel and move. I eventually was able to call 911.
After a series of CT scans I was told I had broken C1 and C2. These were the same vertebrae that Christopher Reeve broke when he was thrown from his horse. I later learned that 97% of people with these injuries die, 2% are on a ventilator the rest of their lives and 1% walk away!
Three months after my accident an MRI was done. It was discovered that I had 3 pinches, 2 damaged disks and a bruise on my spinal cord. I was having painful symptoms and was told that the bruised cells on my spinal cord would die off and I would not improve. I may in fact become worse. God is good, I did improve and 3 months later another MRI showed that all the spinal cord damage could no longer be seen.
I was also diagnosed with brain damage. I began to speak over my mind and in three weeks time the symptoms were gone and have not returned!
I could feel the presence of God almost continually throughout my healing. He has shown Himself faithful. When we put our trust in Him He will come through on our behalf.
My Mother & myself got healed
March 13th, 2007
My name is Joseph Benedick from India
Location-Avadi,Chennai,Tamil Nadu
I would like to share my testimony:
My name is Joseph Benedick, I came with my mother Violet Mary for Bro Mohan C Lazarus prayer meeting held in Avadi in month of February’14 2007.When praying at the end of meeting you called out mother’s name as Violet who is suffering with headache after an eye operation, told her pain, said that Lord is touching today & my mother got healed. This happened on the first day of the meeting & the pain has left her.She came to the stage to share the testimony on the last day of the meeting ,she told that her name is Violet & she got healed on the first day of the meeting.I was also there in the meeting, after her testimony I came to know that she was really having headache which she has never shown to anyone.”PRAISE THE LORD ”
Thank you brother. I also had some rashes in my skin & attended the prayer meeting.
After few days I realized that my rashes started disappearing. “PRAISE THE LORD”
I thank God for healing my mother & myself .We as a family are always greatful to you & we pray for JesusRedeems Ministries
Thank you very much
Campus Awakening Berkeley
December 7th, 2006
Campus Awakening Berkeley December Field Report - Written By David D’dough and Edited by Zachary Gudelunas
To kick off the December outreach at Berkeley we spent some time just worshipping on the campus. After a while Zachary started to go up to pray for people so I started to do the same. The first one was a guy in a wheelchair. I quickly shared a testimony with him and then prayed for him. I am amazed at how many people are content with where they are and are quick to say, “we’ll see over time.”After lunch we broke up into teams to go invade Berkeley. I went on the Healing Team and we didn’t make it even a block away from where we started and for the entire hour and a half that we were there. Right off the bat the power of God started to show up. Healing a woman of problems in her ankle that caused her to need a cane. She told Zachary that she was wanted to get involved with the ministry we were associated with because she wanted the freedom we carried and not just some form of religion or service. Then she came back to find us about 10 minutes later carrying her cane that had helped her to walk and tried to pay us for the miracle of healing!
Libby and I started to pray for a man who is paralyzed. He broke his neck 36 years ago and has been in a wheelchair ever since. The first time nothing happened. Then Michael and asked if he had anything else that we could pray for. So he starts praying that God would use him and meanwhile I get in front of the man and lay my hands on his legs. I could tell that he was started to get touched and sure enough after Michael finishes praying he says I felt something when you had your hands on my legs. I again share the testimony of the woman getting feeling in her legs and we get his permission to pray again. So I go again and lay my hands on his legs just thanking God for what He has done and asking for more. Well, God is faithful and showed up some more. I asked him if he was feeling the power on the bottom of his right foot and sure enough he was. God was really touching him. I got his information to keep in contact with him and am gonna keep praying that God finishes his miracle.
While we were praying for him, Zachary started talking to another lady. I found out later that she was drawn into us by the presence of God. The kingdom had come to that street corner. She could feel our “energy”! Zachary asked if she had need of healing. She had problems with her knee and her ankles had some metal bolts. Zachary declared that the metal bolts would dissolve. Then him and Libby prayed for her and the pain just left, instantly. She felt like she was floating. She said that she couldn’t feel the bolts anymore. Then she started “prophesying” saying how she has been waiting for us for 20 years, the “Joshua Generation” she called it. She has been praying that people would come to San Francisco/Berkeley and be radical for God and take back the cities and campuses. She was so excited. This really isn’t doing it all justice but she was thrilled that we were there and later on when Michael and I saw her again she started telling us some more and is going to be interceding for us. C’mon God! Berkeley is yours!
This “Joshua Generation” encounter was a real divine conformation because all day Zachary kept hearing in the spirit the words of Moses to Joshua merged with the word of the Lord give to Mario Murillo 40 years earlier at Berkeley saying, “Be strong and of good courage for I have give Berkeley into your hand!” It’s time! For the finishing of bondage cycles is fulfilled and it’s the season of captivity being broken over Berkeley.
To top it off, Zachary led a guy to the Lord and prayed for his equilibrium to be restored (he had a stroke and now had trouble walking and problems with his vision). The man had just “prayed” two days earlier for purpose and prophetically it was revealed to him through this divine encounter and he was excited about entering into his destiny. He was then introduced to the One-Step program for he was attending a 12-Step program was not doing so great. After receiving prayer for salvation he was light up. He got a “Sozo”; he was now saved, healed, and delivered.
God is moving in power. Literally there was an open heaven wherever we stood. We stayed at the same intersection the whole time of the outreach. We could only get as far as crossed the street after lunch before the kingdom broke in and wherever the soul of our feet where there was a demonstration of power and glory.
I Should Have Died in 1995
September 11th, 2006
My story (which is a true one) happened in Hong Kong when I was 25 years old. I was very unhappy then because of stress from work. I was a new teacher in a secondary school with huge workloads. Also, I did not have good relationship with my in-laws which affected my marriage deeply. I often thought about leaving this world so that I could get away from all the trouble, worries and sadness. However, as a christian, I know God wants me to live for Him no matter how. But the struggles was so real that I suffered insomnia which made my health getting worse and worse every day. I often got a cold. And I could hardly recover from sore thoart by talking a lot as a teacher. Thanks to the air pollution in Hong Kong, finally, I suffered from pneumonia. I had regular temperature in the the evening and midnight (but with no other symptoms). My GP (General Practitioner) could not diagnosed correctly. She thought I just got a cold like what I usually do.
Two weeks later, even though my health didn’t get any better, I went to work every day because I only had high temperature after hours (in the evening and midnight). However, I gradually lost appetite with extreme tireness that I had never experienced before. Then one night I stayed up because of coughing. In the early morning I woke my husband up to bring me to the hospital. I was diagnosed with pneumonia after having an x-ray. The doctor sent me to the ward straight away.
While my stay in the hospital, due to extreme tiredness I could hardly sit up and read bible. I could only meditate the word of God whenever I could. I had just finished an in-depth bible studies of James with a group of sisters in Christ before I was hospitalised. So I could memorise almost every verse in James which enable me to meditate without opening the bible. I knew God had prepared ahead for my illness by allowing His word to comfort and sustain me.
James 5:13-20
” 13Is any one of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise. 14Is any one of you sick? He should call the elders of the church to pray over him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord. 15And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. 16Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.
17Elijah was a man just like us. He prayed earnestly that it would not rain, and it did not rain on the land for three and a half years. 18Again he prayed, and the heavens gave rain, and the earth produced its crops. 19My brothers, if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring him back, 20remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from death and cover over a multitude of sins.”
By meditating the above scriptures day and night, I graduately realised my sin of thinking about giving up my life when I was down. I deeply regret that through my life I often said “I would rather die” when I was frustrated. I prayed earnestly for God’s forgiveness. Death was close by, but I was so eager to live. I pleaded with God not to take my life. I had just been granted a permanant residence visa by Australian government. I would love to go there with my husband and have children in the future. I would like to testify to many about my faith and glorify God with my family…
However, taking antibiotics was the only treatment. And instead of getting any better, my condition was getting worse and worse after 10 days of hospitalisation. My husband and I knew that I might not be able to go home but died in the hospital. Then one night, about midnight, I laid in my bed as high body temperature attacked me again. It was like burning my whole body with fire. I prayed with my eyes open ( if i closed my eye I could feel more heat in my eyeballs). I kept asking God if I was really going to die soon, how heaven was like and whether I should be afraid. I kept repeating these questions in my prayer. Suddenly I saw something which freezed me…
I saw someone stood beside me. He wore a robe like someone from a church choir. But the robe was bright as if some eletric bulbs were hiding inside to give such bright effect (it was not too bright so it did not hurt my eyes). I was totally stunned by this scene. I could not think or move or speak for around 10 seconds. Then I intented to see his face by looking up but he just disappeared without saying or doing anything. I held my blanket tightly and trembled for ages. I was not sure whether I was still alive. I was afraid that this person (or angel or anything, sorry I still don’t know exactly what it is) would come again to bring me to heaven. But not for long, I stopped shaking and I was not afraid anymore. I was filled with Holy Spirit (I am sure). I was overwhelmed with peace, joy and excitment. I was full of energy and walked out of my bed. I rang my husband (he was not able to talk by a sudden wake up call in the middle of night) So I let him returned to sleep. I walked around in the ward ( I would love to dance but I didn’t). After a while, I returned to my bed and opened my bible. I turned to Isaiah chapter 44 and 45. It is about how God had chosen Israel. He forgave their sin and saved them.
Isaiah 44:1-3, 21-33
1 “But now listen, O Jacob, my servant,
Israel, whom I have chosen.
2 This is what the LORD says—
he who made you, who formed you in the womb,
and who will help you:
Do not be afraid, O Jacob, my servant,
Jeshurun, whom I have chosen.
3 For I will pour water on the thirsty land,
and streams on the dry ground;
I will pour out my Spirit on your offspring,
and my blessing on your descendants.
21 “Remember these things, O Jacob,
for you are my servant, O Israel.
I have made you, you are my servant;
O Israel, I will not forget you.
22 I have swept away your offenses like a cloud,
your sins like the morning mist.
Return to me,
for I have redeemed you.”
23 Sing for joy, O heavens, for the LORD has done this;
shout aloud, O earth beneath.
Burst into song, you mountains,
you forests and all your trees,
for the LORD has redeemed Jacob,
he displays his glory in Israel.
As I read the passage, I took it personal. I believed God had forgiven my sin and He would saved me from the illness.
In the next morning, I shared my testimony to my husband and other visitors from my church. They were amazed but not sure what was going on.
I was right. That night I did not have any temperature. In the next morning, the doctors came and found out my temperature was normal. They were so surprised and wondered what had happened. I smiled and said nothing (today I still regret that I had not shared my testimony to them and I don’t think I can see them again). The doctors let me discharged from the hospital two days later. I returned home with a weak body. But my spirit was strong for the Lord was with me.
Now I am 37 years old and live in Australia with my husband and two lovely daughters (7 and 4 years old). We go to church every Sunday to worship God. I will never forget that He made me, formed me in the womb (I believe what it is said in Isaiah 44:2) and He will help me in my need (that’s my personal experience). I was chosen by Him. So I shall return His love by sharing the gospel to the people around me wherever I am and whenever I could do so. Amen.
Healing is from God for all!
August 19th, 2006
The Lord healed my dog and saved it from the death! A dog might not be as important as a human being but I am giving this testimony as it is important to give glory to the Lord. I would have given the testimony if God has saved my car or my house as well although those are not living things at all but it shows how the blessings of the Father rest on everything that pertains to the life of the believer!
My dog is now 11 and 1/2 years old and about a month ago she got very sick. Her stomach swelled and was gathering water. She could hardly move. My sister and mother took her to the vet and they said that apart from that her liver is enlarged and she has either an infection or a tumor in her lungs.
When I was told this I knew that it was appointed for my doggy to die then but I didn’t just want to accept it and I said to them: “I will pray to God and our dog will be allright. Please you pray too!” But I knew it within myself that the situation was a heavy one.
I prayed and cited the scriptures where it is written that not even a hair will fall of the head of the cattle of the righteous man and that there will be no sickness and famine among them. And I said to my Lord: “Lord, my dog is my cattle. If she has to die let her die in full age and good health and not oppressed by demons!” And I charged all demons to leave my dog in the holy name of the Lord Jesus.
After three days of prayer the word of the Lord came to me and said: “It will be okay with your dog.”For a few more days I stayed on this faith till I knew that our dog is getting better! Now she is fully recovered and is and will be okay. Glory to Jesus forever and ever. Healing is of God and is for all who believe! Amen!
Camp Mircale CCO
July 23rd, 2006
A baby a priest at my church adopted was near death and they flew him to a hospital. On the way he died 3 times and was revived. He was blind deaf and had as many brain cells left as the tip of your pinky–ok that’s not the amazing part. Several of the doctors said he would die in 6 months and if he didn’t, he would be that way the rest of his life. Then after several weeks of praying they took him back and he could hear and see and was regaining brain cells.
They brought the baby to this church camp I was at and I had been really questioning God because i have had a ruff life lately and i prayed to god with the baby’s hand on mine.
“God if you really want to save me you will let this baby grasp my hand…” I opened my eyes and as soon as i said amen he held it for like 10 minutes the next night we were all around the camp fire praise and singing and I went to pray for my cousin Joel and after that i don’t know but i just started crying and crying and crying.this little boy had sent gods message to me that everything is going to be ok. and that night I started crying. A kid I barely knew came and stayed up with me the whole night with me praying. This was the first time I have cried since my uncle has past away 1 year and 9 months ago. So when life has got you down talk to the Lord.
A Promise Fulfilled
July 22nd, 2006
As young people often tend to feel invincible, my daughter would be employed two and three places at a time. Being born flat-footed, her feet didn’t always cooperate.
In time, x-rays proved her bones had actually moved to where they were laying side by side (instead of on top of each other). Additionally, there were bone spurs.
Joints throughout her body would swell, and doctors had failed in diagnosing it. Shoes often created too much pain to wear. Medical tests required funds that were otherwise needed.
Becoming a common thing for her to run to the basement to put clothes into the dryer, only to find her sitting at the bottom of the basement steps crying (not being able to climb back up the stairs), we began to supply a wheel chair for outings.
Having no insurance and two young boys to provide for (not being able to take 6 mos. off work), God would provide her with feet just long enough to finish a shift.
Though having been a person with a heart for the needs of others, she was never able to manage her own spiritual walk.
Finally realizing God had allowed this to physically happen, so we’d realize her spiritual condition was an infirmity, I began to research scripture.
If two shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. Mt. 18:19
The verse God gave us was this …
“Make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed.” He.12:13
Receiving that verse as God’s instruction to teach the straight gate, she then began to walk both spiritually and physically.
Setting out to fulfill the required condition, we focused on listening for God and receiving His every next step of instruction - to not follow the laws in ink, but seeking to know God’s heart.
Already knowing she had the gift of prophecy, her abilities became more refined. As long as her focus was on God, she’d continue improving. Seeking God with your whole heart, He reveals himself to you. Je.29:13 A few months into this journey, and she began experiencing God in newfound ways.
The following months were so exciting, she could hardly put God’s Word down! She’d say, “Oh, this is so neat! I have to tell you what I found! I finally understand this!” … as the phone would ring all hours of the night (being about to burst just to tell the wonderful truths of God).
From the day God began revealing Himself, she’s had no desire to turn back … and has had to separate from whomever would hold her to the Biblical laws (as both physical and spiritual conditions otherwise begin deteriorating).
There’s no medical explanation as to how it’s possible for her to walk, as surgeries were never done - or bones healed. Today, she is a walking testimony (both spiritually and literally) that you ‘can’ walk, if you keep your eyes on God. He isn’t dead. He’ll tell you when and which laws apply to accomplish His purpose.
God kept His word …
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 2 Ch. 7:14
As the ability to stay home with her children was thereafter provided for, God even fulfilled a promise that wasn’t sought.
Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, if any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. Ep. 3:20
But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. Ja.1:6 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight. I Jn. 3:22
And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him. I Jn. 5:15
© by Joyce C. Lock
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Don’s Testimony
June 19th, 2006
Don’s Testimony
I am now 53 years old and in the past two years had had an enormous crossroad in my life. I will attempt to tell the story of what great things the Lord has done in my life.
I grew up in Mobile, AL being brought up in the Methodist Church. My life until 13 yrs old for the most part was uneventful. At 13, we moved to the “Big Peach” Atlanta. I lived a rather normal life until my senior year in high school where I began a 6-year odyssey of drugs and hippiness and atheism. After moving out of my parent’s home and into a “hippy pad”, I sold drugs to live off of and support my habit. I also became deeply involved in the anti war movement at that time. I was doing any drug I could get my hands on if I couldn’t get drugs I would shoot up ice water just to get something in my veins. I remember one time having liquid phenol barbital, which was used by epileptics for seizures. It was not meant to shoot in your veins but I’d do anything. A couple of months ago I saw where Phenobarbital is a drug of choice for euthanasia. The Lord didn’t let it work on me.
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His Way
May 20th, 2006
Friend
I want to spare you all the sad details so here is an outline only of my story. As a child I was mentally and physically abused. With 15 years of this baggage I entered my first marriage. I married a woman who lived only for herself and hated everyone else. Meantime I accepted Christ and became a Christian. She could not live with this and divorced me. A few years later I married another woman who, like me, had been through mental hell but, sadly, she could not forgive people who hurt her. At the beginning it was great and we had two great children but being human and still mixed up I made mistakes we all make and hurt her. We separated and divorced after 11 years of marriage. Now I had the baggage of my childhood and two marriage disasters to add to my messed up mind. During the years I had counseling but I needed to come to the place where God could take really take control. I met another lady who had a list of psychological problems as long as your arm including delusions, hypochondria, phobias etc etc. I thought that with all my experiences I could rescue her, but it was nothing more than co-dependency. I couldn’t cope she pressed all the wrong buttons and she broke me down and I was emotionally wrecked. I felt guilt shame and humiliation, expected no pity and got no pity. Only a dear friend and his wife supported me throughout.
Finally, all alone with serious loss of eyesight and no prospects but now healing big time in my mind through God’s amazing grace, I poured out my heart to God for an opportunity to start my life again with a clean page with my sins all forgiven just as He promised. One day walking along a lane in the countryside I decided to put my case to Him. I called out to God in tears and said Father You know I need someone to love I cannot live on my own. I need someone to love me. I have tried for years to do it my way and have failed dismally, adding sin to sin. You know what I need. You know exactly the person I can love and make happy and you know exactly who can love me and make me happy. I leave it in your hands. If its your will you will provide. But if I must remain alone so be it. Above all, Father, no matter what happens, let me be yourfaithful and loving servant until the end of my wife. I had such peace after that prayer and the comforting assurance He was going to answer that prayer. He did within days. God answered that prayer. He brought me in contact with one of the loveliest souls I have ever met especially in character. She was in middle age, had neve married and was a still a virgin. But she lived in another country and the immigration UK laws did not allow her to come to the UK. This was something that proved me to the quick. My friends encouraged me to believe but it was very very hard to believe that God could work this one out. I almost blew it. But God did. After a series of events that tested my faith down to the very bone marrow, He brought her to the UK by a way that my friends acknowledged as nothing short of a miracle It was an example of divine intervention. He did it, not my way, but His way. When God is in control then, brother, nothing can stop Him from working out His plan, no sister, not even some of the toughest immigration laws that exist.
My wife has a dear sweet loving nature and I can honestly say that I have never heard her complain. If I unintentionally hurt her she just sobs and that is worst that me receiving a heaving beating, it just breaks my heart and I resolve never to hurt her again. We adore each other and have been married now for over three eyars. It has been the happiest years of my life. During this time irrespective of severe sight loss and with my wife’s support I have undertaken a degree course in Social Work and am just about finished. God has provided and He does answer prayer but only when we give up on ourselves and let Him take over.
To God be the praise and the glory! Great is His faithfullness!
Brian
