Relationships Testimonies

Heartbroken Twice By The Same Person

‘Hey’ was the message I woke up to on the 12th April, 2017 at about 6:47am. I had woken up at 5am and didn’t feel like getting out of my bed. I was just saying a prayer, and among the things I poured my heart out to God for was this girl I had proposed to about 6 months back. ‘God works fast!’ I thought to myself. 29th October, 2016 was no ordinary day for me. It started just like any other day. Few people knew how important that day …

God Is Really REAL

Hey everyone. I’m always posting on this site, because I’m in the process of getting to know God for real. I just want to say a couple of months ago I found the strength to leave a EXTREMELY abusive relationship. I’m only 25 and this relationship cause me to lose SO much… cars, my family,  you name it. During the 4 years I spent in this relationship, I did some horrible things that I beat myself up for daily! I definitely lost myself, I hated myself and even most for having …

Time for Chance

For the last four years I’ve had severe social anxiety. I couldn’t do the things I used to love most, things became obstacles instead of fun. I’ve lost a ton of friends, if hindered my relationship between me and my dad. I stayed so on edge because of the cage satan had me in. I would get aggravated because he didn’t know the pain in my mind and heart, no matter how honest I described it, I contemplated suicide for a long time, and up to the last year it …

I Feel So Lost

I went through a lot in my life always looking for love in men and got rejected so many times. Now that I am older I feel dead and although I am trying to build a relationship with God I can’t feel happiness inside me.. I attend women camps but I crying so much and I can’t open up telling our groups why. I am like a freak when it comes to emotions. I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years and 6 months and he never …

Confused 20 Year Old

I have been in a relationship for 13 months now. I am in my second year of varsity and I met my boyfriend last year September. I am in love with him and love him so passionately. I found God while in our relationship and have managed to grow in my faith with Him as well as it has made my relationship stronger. However I still have moments of dependency on my boyfriend or moments of doubts, when I know I should be relying on God. Recently I have had …

A Broken Heart; Abuse

Its only takes one person to break a heart. My dad would happen to be that person. The man I thought would keep me safe, scared me himself. I even thought at one point I deserved to be… scared. At 12 years old, my heart would have its first real break, and not by a boy. It was evening, I was a young girl going through crazy emotional changes. My brother made me very angry, causing me to lash out and say, “You make me wanna run away.” He laughed …

Four Years of Being Lost in the World

All my life I’ve grown up in church. My grandparents and parents are pastors. 2013-2014, my freshmen year of high school I met this guy who I fell in love with. We dated for a year and couple of months, before I realized I had to end it. Throughout it all the relationship was horrible. I never knew how bad a guy can be to a girl until I met him. From being hit every time he drank to being raped on my birthday. After that I couldn’t deal with all …

As I Sowed, So I Reaped… and More!

A few days ago, while on my way back home, I stopped at a computer store. As I came out, a beggar waved at me and said “Don’t give me money. Just buy my child a bottle of milk.” I agreed, and crossed the road to buy a bottle of flavored milk for her daughter. I asked her to cross over too, and handed it to her and drove home. Now read what happened next… My wife asked me to go to our neighboring aunt’s home with our son, as that …

Needing Advice for a Confused Broken Heart

Hi there, I am just seeking some guidance, as my boyfriend of 3 and a half years broke up with me 7 months ago.  He broke up with me due to me telling some lies about my financial situation.  I know it was wrong and have asked god for forgiveness and I have felt peace over it.  I am a devoted Christian and I know God answers prayers.   After we broke up I was very devastated.  I cried and I prayed ALOT.  My ex was still in contact with me, we’d …

What Can God Do and What Will He Do?

Hi! Since my ex broke up with me, I have been struggling with trusting God and knowing His will. And I need help. I can’t find rest and I’m depressed and anxious everyday. I know my boyfriend was a gift to me from God. There is NO DOUBT. My ex and I had been together for almost 5 years and we loved each other (and maybe still). He broke up with me very suddenly and since then I have managed to become closer to God and His word than ever …