Relationships Testimonies

Time for Chance

For the last four years I’ve had severe social anxiety. I couldn’t do the things I used to love most, things became obstacles instead of fun. I’ve lost a ton of friends, if hindered my relationship between me and my dad. I stayed so on edge because of the cage satan had me in. I would get aggravated because he didn’t know the pain in my mind and heart, no matter how honest I described it, I contemplated suicide for a long time, and up to the last year it …

I Feel So Lost

I went through a lot in my life always looking for love in men and got rejected so many times. Now that I am older I feel dead and although I am trying to build a relationship with God I can’t feel happiness inside me.. I attend women camps but I crying so much and I can’t open up telling our groups why. I am like a freak when it comes to emotions. I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years and 6 months and he never …

Confused 20 Year Old

I have been in a relationship for 13 months now. I am in my second year of varsity and I met my boyfriend last year September. I am in love with him and love him so passionately. I found God while in our relationship and have managed to grow in my faith with Him as well as it has made my relationship stronger. However I still have moments of dependency on my boyfriend or moments of doubts, when I know I should be relying on God. Recently I have had …

A Broken Heart; Abuse

Its only takes one person to break a heart. My dad would happen to be that person. The man I thought would keep me safe, scared me himself. I even thought at one point I deserved to be… scared. At 12 years old, my heart would have its first real break, and not by a boy. It was evening, I was a young girl going through crazy emotional changes. My brother made me very angry, causing me to lash out and say, “You make me wanna run away.” He laughed …

Four Years of Being Lost in the World

All my life I’ve grown up in church. My grandparents and parents are pastors. 2013-2014, my freshmen year of high school I met this guy who I fell in love with. We dated for a year and couple of months, before I realized I had to end it. Throughout it all the relationship was horrible. I never knew how bad a guy can be to a girl until I met him. From being hit every time he drank to being raped on my birthday. After that I couldn’t deal with all …

As I Sowed, So I Reaped… and More!

A few days ago, while on my way back home, I stopped at a computer store. As I came out, a beggar waved at me and said “Don’t give me money. Just buy my child a bottle of milk.” I agreed, and crossed the road to buy a bottle of flavored milk for her daughter. I asked her to cross over too, and handed it to her and drove home. Now read what happened next… My wife asked me to go to our neighboring aunt’s home with our son, as that …

Needing Advice for a Confused Broken Heart

Hi there, I am just seeking some guidance, as my boyfriend of 3 and a half years broke up with me 7 months ago.  He broke up with me due to me telling some lies about my financial situation.  I know it was wrong and have asked god for forgiveness and I have felt peace over it.  I am a devoted Christian and I know God answers prayers.   After we broke up I was very devastated.  I cried and I prayed ALOT.  My ex was still in contact with me, we’d …

What Can God Do and What Will He Do?

Hi! Since my ex broke up with me, I have been struggling with trusting God and knowing His will. And I need help. I can’t find rest and I’m depressed and anxious everyday. I know my boyfriend was a gift to me from God. There is NO DOUBT. My ex and I had been together for almost 5 years and we loved each other (and maybe still). He broke up with me very suddenly and since then I have managed to become closer to God and His word than ever …

Marriage, Prayer, Faith, and Patience

This post has been updated… In The Beginning June 28, 2010 I began a fast that lasted until July 2, 2010. Four full days of no food, only drinking water and praying. The main focus of that fast, was for God to bring me a Husband. Again, on July11, 2010 fast until July 16, 2010. The focus of that five day fast, was for guidance and understanding… During this time, I was in a 5 month friendship with a guy name John (I changed his name to protect his identity), …

Relationship Deliverance

Hello Brothers and Sisters, Recently, over the past months or so my relationship has been under attack. For weeks I could not understand why because I was fasting and praying for “elevation” in my relationship. Over and over again, the enemy was just attacking us individually and as a whole. I wholeheartedly seek Jesus about this manner. Well, this is my testimony to say we have broke the chains off my relationship. Jesus broke the chains. Glory be to God the most high!! Nevertheless, we are still growing and elevating …