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Will God Give Him Back To Me?
February 9th, 2012
It has been weeks since I’ve broken up with the person I’m convinced to be ‘the one’. I was so miserable due to him being the first and only guy I’ve ever actually loved in my whole life. I had ex’s and didn’t feel anything with them like I did with this guy. In fact he brought me closer to god.
I was born and raised a catholic but I chose to be an atheist. For the last 16 years, I’ve always been stubborn and difficult. Nothing or nobody could influence or change my mind once it’s set. I’ve never thought this guy could either, until a few weeks into the relationship I found myself looking into applying to OCAD, totally opposite from my life long dream of returning to Vancouver due to him wanting me to be close to him. I’ve also started trying to believe in god. I had some experiences with what my mom would consider miracles but I’ve yet to believe. Its not easy for me to suddenly turn back to god after those years.
If god has created a guy for me, it’s him. I prayed and prayed. I asked god why would he take a guy that actually made me turn back to him away. Could this possibly be his plan? Is there a reason behind this at all? I still have hopes that one day. Maybe… Just maybe…
February 9th, 2012 at 12:02 pm
I believe God just wants you to give your life to him fully, if you can’t be faithfl and truely love him how do you kow how to Love man. Is it not God who created Love, Let God mold you into the women he has called you to be stay deep in the word (read your bible daily) and see how your life changes. He may be the one or he may have taken him away because God has someone better for you, but you have to Love God he has to be your first love have faith he knows whats beest for You.
February 9th, 2012 at 7:18 pm
I was raised Catholic, I loved a man so much and devoted myself to him and he didnt love me back the same way. I was angry and felt alone and depressed. There where moments when i felt like no one understood me, my pain, and i thought it was unbearable. But even in the bad times God is working in us, testing us, making us stronger. I know its hard to read words and find comfort in them, but i pray you find comfort in these, i feel I can relate to you. When you feel lost and alone, talk to God, hes listening. When the hard times come, be strong in your faith. Even if you feel crazy for talking out loud to him, do it. When you alone, cry to him about your pain, how you need him (GOD), love him (GOD). This is the most important relationship you will ever have, your walk with God. Trust in him and his plan for you. I held on to a man that i knew didnt feel the same for me for 3 years but I felt he was “the one”, he broke my heart. But i talked to God at night when I was alone, id cry in the dark and talk to him. As much as i hurt, i prayed for streangth and patience and guidance. And when times got harder, God sent me a friend and he stood by me, cried with me, loved me and I know he is the reason it did not work out with the person i THOUGHT was “the one”. God brings ppl into our lives and takes them away. But we must appreciate all the blessings, people, pain, trials and tribulations that make us stronger. Trust in his love for you. God loves you, and he thinks your just perfect. There is always a reason things happen, god gives each and everyone of us PURPOSE. TRUST in HIM. I started going to church, i stopped cursing, i learned to love myself before i can love a man. And God led me to this REVELATION. talk to him, hes guiding you, revealing things to you as you grow closer to him. You’ll be allright. I still feel wierd when ppl say “I’ll pray for you”, because i wasnt raised around people that said that. But today when i talk to god, i’ll talk to him and send a prayer your way Evelyn. Because your not alone, and i dont know you, but i love you. because that is what God teaches us, to LOVE. God is LOVE- so read your bible and grow closer to him. Just watch as your life changes when you accept Jesus Christ into your life.
February 10th, 2012 at 4:04 am
Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.
February 14th, 2012 at 2:59 pm
Hi Evelyn,
As i was reading your post, i felt i needed to send a reply to your post. I just wanted to let you know that God has mysterious ways how he plans things for us. One day i believe you would just tell yourself, “God you surprised me” because we tend to have expectations how we want the outcome to be. Whatever you are going thru, God knows your name and he knows your thoughts. He wants me to tell you to be still, and know his god and trust in him always. He has reasons we will never understand because we cannot see the whole picture yet, just hold on sister, and fight the good fight, coz help is on the way. The bible says mountains may move, hills may be removed, but God’s steadfast love will never depart us. And he also said “On the day of trouble, i will conceal you in my shelter and hide you under my tent and he will raise your feet on top of a rock where you wont be moved nor shaken! For it is when you are under God’s presence where the enemy wont be able to bring you down any further but instead God will raise you up. Hes the only source of strength and hope sister. Call on our father. I believe help is on the way….. God Bless you…
March 4th, 2012 at 12:52 pm
Dear precious daughter of Christ,
A miracle is on the door, tonight i got online and i prayed to Jesus for a minute asking him to tell me what i should do online tonight and God led me to your testimony which is related to mine, thats not a coincidence, thats God already at work in your life hence he directed me to ur testimony.
Dear sis,
When i was an atheist i still one day prayed to God at the age of 17 for a soulmate out of my loneliness, he heard the grief of my soul, thank God for that and within a month or so he brought the man of my dreams, he was beyond my expectations, we cherished our time together, we were so strong together, it continued for 5 yrs and throughout this time i was still a spoilt child, no reverence for God, Jesus Christ.
But God never neglected me, he overlooked my arrogance and continued his work in my life that one day i would believe on him….well God always has the final say….he separated us two, we never broke up, he just moved to australia to look after his family, thats when i felt very sad and depressed and so angry at God why he took him away when he brought this man into my life, i had bfs before him but he was the man of my life, he was sent by God as an answer to my prayer, but i was so angry at God, i said….why u sent me snake when i asked for bread…
Now here’s this….it is the brokenness of the spirit, the grief of our soul that brings us closer to Christ and he makes everything perfect concerning us, he said….my daughter, your my child, i give you beyond your expectations when you just ask me but during this time when u were rejoicing in your soulmate, my temples (meaning this man and me) were still lying in ruins, unsaved, so enslaved to this world, unprotected from the burning hell and demons, ungodly, I saw your future and your future lies in ruins, i will not let you die, there is no condemnation in me, i will give you life and you both shall seek the Lord, so i scattered you two so you will seek me with all your heart.
Tho i scattered you for a short time, my spirit will guard you, protect you and make you holy in my eyes, then when i have cleansed and sanctified you with my blood, when i have made your stubborn heart of stone into a heart of flesh and Lord fearing children then i will rebuilt the ruins, be not afraid my child, let your hands be strong, wait in hope, i will rebuilt the ruins the glory of the future house will be greater than the glory of the present house.
Lord has given me faith and also gave me a responsibility to pray for my man’s salvation, just know dear….there is no sacrifice of love in Christ, Christ is Love and you have pure love and not lust for your man then be assured God himself will make sure that this marriage takes place.
Pray for both your salvation and holy spirit baptism, when God began to talk to me in my heart and thru his word of God, i was transformed into a different person without my knowledge and effort, im still amazed at Jesus how he really changed my stoned heart into a heart of flesh when i went to total surrenderence in God believing he wants my heart not my sacrifice for love, there is no sacrifice or sadness in him he is hope and so we are the prisons of hope, have faith in Christ for he works and gives according to your faith. God wants a hopeful and a faithful heart not a doubtful sad or sacrificing heart.
I know your heart feels betrayed, lonely, questioning, anger towards God and man, I have gone thru this, give your wounded soul and heart to Jesus, submit it to him completely, he will heal that wound and give you the deepest desires of your heart, let Christ come in, let him be glorified through your faith, let him do an amazing miracle in your life and bring your man right at your door step all changed and GOD fearing man so that you two holy temples of Christ will serve together to the Lord and bring millions of lost souls to him.
Thank him for this temporary separation, when things go out of our control, thats where God comes in and acts according to your faith.
The day when u posted this testimony, 9th feb 2012, this is the date of birth of my beloved man, thats an amazing miracle to me.
Remain in faith, be assured, nobody can know your tears, your pain your sorrow better than Lord himself.
March 4th, 2012 at 12:59 pm
Praise the Lord, what a miraculous God we serve, i just prayed over you and God gave me this….he also wants you to wait upon him and hope for a miracle, do not lose heart, rejoice make Jesus that first priority in your life, there is NO disappointment, NO sorrow, No grief in Jesus when you go in total surrenderence to him, amen
Habakkuk 3:16-19
New International Version (NIV)
16 I heard and my heart pounded,
my lips quivered at the sound;
decay crept into my bones,
and my legs trembled.
Yet I will wait patiently for the day of calamity
to come on the nation invading us.
17 Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
18 yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.
19 The Sovereign LORD is my strength;
he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
he enables me to tread on the heights.
For the director of music. On my stringed instruments.
March 9th, 2012 at 2:07 pm
Yesterday was his bday.. seems like not a day gone by without me having to think of him in some way…
March 10th, 2012 at 4:39 pm
Dear sister…do not lose faith…know that God has a purpose for you…others are being touched by the lord like you are…I am no different…God loves you and will take you through this…DO NOT STOP BELIEVING…HE LOVES YOU!!!:):):):)
March 22nd, 2012 at 6:33 am
Hi everyone,
I feel so blessed to have stumbled across this testimony.I have been searching for answers as to why our awesome father has put me in the situation im in today.A friend whom i love dearly is an atheist and i could never understand why we were not connecting spiritually until God in all his glory revealed it to me on saturday evening.Before this awesome revelation i just felt like running away like not being there with him and when it was revealed to me i was at peace,i realised why he was so stubborn and cold towards me,and that nothing i couldve done or said would change this.Im struggling to deal with the hurtful words and the dissapointment.I do believe that God is doing big things in my and my friend’s life and however hard it might seem today,i should continue to have faith,pray and believe.Its awesome to know that there are others that are exactly in the same position as me today.
In christ
OC